A/N: Thank You Gerri, you did a wonderful Job. Thank you all for your reviews and comments. I have a speical treat for everyone in Chapter 9. Reviews make me feel good :) I hope you all like. ) Justin's POV The past week has been interesting to say the least. We haven't gotten into a lot of fights, which I must say I'm happy about. I do still wonder what he is hiding and I am not going to force it because I am sure whatever it is will change everything that is going on between us and I don't know if I want it to change. I like the way things are now, we are friends and I like him in my life and I don't know if I am willing to risk that. Ever since the whole shower incident happened I realized that I did need his help. So every night he helps me in the shower and let me tell you it was so hard not to get a woody when he saw me naked. I had to keep thinking of other things but the real test came when I noticed him getting hard and I thought I was going to explode on the inside, but I didn't. I had to think about Daphne and her boyfriend and let me tell you that will turn any gay boy off. I did start to notice that every night after my shower Brian would practically run into the shower himself and I thought it was because he didn't want to be near me but then I realized one day what was going on. I heard him grunting a little … he was jerking off, I swear I had this huge smile on my face because I did that to him. It's nice to know that you can still make your doctor sweat in other ways.   Brian's POV I am planning a night where I can talk to Justin about everything. It scares the hell out of me but I know it's time to be honest with him. I've organized for Daphne to take him out for a few hours so I can put everything together. You should have heard her when I told her; ~Two Days Ago~ "Daphne, hey!" "Hey, so what's up?" "Nothing why?" "Brian, you never call me unless you need something and that's okay. I told you I want to help you with Justin and so I know you must want something. It must be big if you are calling me on a day where you aren’t even coming over tonight. So what is it?" "Has anyone ever told you how good you are? I mean you can dance with a mop (Brian chuckles), and your insight into peoples minds is outstanding." "Um, yeah. So do you want me to hang up on you?" Daphne starts to hang up. "No, wait!" Brian then mumbles out; "Sorry." Daphne smiles. "I'm sorry, what was that?" "I said I was sorry." "That's okay, so now what did you want?" "I need you take Justin out for a few hours on Friday." "Why? You do know I have to be at the hospital at like six right?" "I know it's just that...I have decided it's time." "Time? Time for what?" "Time to be honest and tell him everything." Daphne squeals and jumps up and down. "Omg, omg! Are you serious?" Just then Justin decides to walk into the room. "What's going on?" "Nothing." Daphne retreats to her room and shuts her door. "Does he suspect anything?" "Sorry. no, it so cool, are you sure you want to do this?" "Yeah, I'm sure and I know it's time Daph. This past week has been amazing, just being near him." "Okay then, but I'm serious, don't make me regret this and good luck." Daphne hangs up the phone and walks back into the living room to see a very angry Justin glaring at her. "What the fuck was that about?" "Um... nothing okay." Daphne walks into the kitchen. "Bullshit... you never avoid me and you would never have a major freak out without including me, so?" Under her breath Daphne curses. "Fuck." "I… um... can't tell you, sorry." "Daphne, we have been friends forever and we never lie or keep anything from one another... please tell me, you're scaring me." "Justin, your right I my sorry."   Justin's POV I can't believe what she told me. I still can't believe what the big deal was, I mean so what. I don't care. So, she wants to take me shopping on Friday before she goes to work. What's the big deal? She got the internship she wanted. I think she thought I would be upset because she is going to be kind of close to Brian but Children's Cardiology is still a big deal. I'm sure if there were more doctors who understood my heart problems when I was a baby I wouldn't be where I am today. God, she is such a drama queen and she says I am. Well, on this topic she takes the prize.   Daphne's POV Holy fucking shit! That was so close. I swear I honestly thought I was going to have to tell him the truth. I didn't want to ruin Brian's surprise because then Justin would over think everything and ruin it before he really saw what Brian's plan was. Luckily, I did find out about the pediatric cardiology internship last night so yeah he so thinks that's what the call was about. If only he knew. ~Friday Night at Justin's and Daphne's place~ Brian's POV Okay I'm nervous and to say other wise would be a complete lie. Daphne should be bringing Justin home any minute and I don't have anything really big planed. I mean, I brought take out because me trying to cook would be like…well let's just say I don't want to have to call the fire department. I stopped at Priscilla Dining in Art Restaurant to get take out. I called ahead and they had it ready. I have been there before with Dr. Zippo after graduation and I remember their food was delicious. So after I picked up dinner, I had to rush over to the apartment, go into Daphne's room, where she said she had the music and candles. I asked her if she thought I was a straight guy who had got into a fight with his girlfriend and now needed to make up for it and she told me to shut the fuck up and get over it. I knew I loved that girl. (Brian laughs) So now I'm just waiting and thinking about what I have to tell him and I'm so fucking scared the he will hate me but I know I have to do this.   Justin's POV I have no fucking clue why Daphne literally just threw my out of the car. All I know is she said I was late, of course I was confused, may be she meant she was late. Whatever! I walked up the stairs to the apartment and when I opened the door… lets just say… my mouth was on the floor.   "Hey!" "Wha... what's going on? Justin is completely shocked and impressed. "Remember earlier this week when I told you there was something I had to tell you but you weren't ready." "Yes." "Well, if you're up for it, I figured now is a good time as any to be open and honest." Justin smiles a little. "Really." Brian walks over to Justin and pulls him into an embrace and leans his head down to capture Justin's beautiful red full lips into a passionate kiss that to Justin, if it lasted a lifetime would be okay. They didn't break the kiss until oxygen became an issue. "Wow!" Just then Brian hears Justin's stomach growl. "Um… I must be starving." Brian laughs. "I can hear that, well let's go eat."   After they finished their dinner Brian directed Justin to the couch so they could talk and be a little more comfortable when he told Justin what he felt was time to say. Justin looked directly into Brian's eyes. He was so nervous and scared. He didn't want Brian to feel like he had to say whatever it was but then again he was scared of what he would tell him. Would he still want me? Does he love me or did he ever? All these questions and thoughts were running through his head. "Okay let me just tell you that this wasn't easy and I know when I made my choice that I hurt you and I honestly never meant to but..." "Brian, I understand I just wish you would have talked to me about it." "I know and that's where I messed up and I'm sorry about that. I was so scared about what I started to feel for you. I worked so hard for everything and I knew I couldn't give it up for something I wasn't sure of..." "I understand, but wait, started to feel?" Brian smiles shyly. "You caught that huh? Yes, I started and still do actually, but to me love has never been possible. All of a sudden I saw this beautiful blonde one day and he changed my world without having to do anything but smile. That amazing smile you have. I'm so scared right now but I know that you should know how I feel about you. I don't regret my choice but I do wish you were there with me the last two years. I… um… I…" "Brian, don't okay. I mean I understand what you're saying and I think I know what you want to say because you think I need to hear it but I don't. We haven't really dated, but this time together has been amazing. I know how I feel about you and I just don't think it should be this hard. I understand you care about me and you want us to be friends. We can be. Justin lowers his head and starts to walk towards his room. Brian just sits on the couch as Justin walks towards his room and thinks about what the blonde has just said and he realizes that this could be his one shot to be completely honest and not think about what other people will think. "Justin, wait..." Justin has tears streaming down his face as he looks at Brian. "What Brian? I get okay. I was stupid for falling for you all over again. I fucked up and I'm sorry but you have to realize that I am tied of falling for you Dr. Kinney and all I'm left with is heart ache. I love you Brian and I wish you could see that." Before Justin continues to walk away he feels someone pull him and the next thing he knows Brian's mouth is on his and he feels a kiss shoot electric volts threw every fiber of his being and they don't even loose contact as they make their way towards Justin's bedroom...