Authors Note: Thank for the reviews..I do love them good or bad. Gerri, Thanks for your help and being such a good friend. I hope you all like this. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Change of Heart Chapter 2: Complications "Justin, what are you doing here?" "Um, I’m having some issues that I didn’t think could wait until my appointment tomorrow, I’m sorry, I just thought I should be seen now. "Okay, what’s going on?" "Um…" Justin forces himself to focus. "For some reason my left arm shakes uncontrollably, my scar is a little sore and I’m not sure why." "Okay, what do you mean by shakes?" "My upper arm just shakes when I put any amount of pressure on it or when I try to lay on it. It scared me." Brian walks over to Justin. "Okay, we will run some test to figure out what’s going on and then we will go from there." Justin nods his head. "There is no reason to worry until we know for sure, okay?" "K." "Nurse T." "I want an EKG, Pacemaker Check, Ultrasound and a Chest X-ray." "Brian, thank you." "No worries we will figure everything out and I will come back and check on you later." Justin Fuck, wow, he looks amazing and even more beautiful then I remember. Of course the last time I saw him was when he asked me to wait for him. I still don’t understand why or what happened one minute he was there and the next he was just gone. A lot has happened in the two years since my surgery and I’m not the same person I was, which could be why I am having these problems. I hate every test he has me doing and it’s going to take a little over 4 hours before I get the results. I wish Dr. Zippo didn’t go out of town, I knew it would be hard to see Brian after all this time as I am still in love with him. I never doubted that, I knew I was in trouble from the moment I first saw him and called him my Froggy prince. EKG… Stickers, with the heart monitor attached….like 5 minutes if everything is cooperative. Pacemaker Check… Huge ass magnetic on your heart, this sees if your battery is working…but there is a look I have never seen before… the tech’s eyes look worried. Great now I’m afraid, I am scared shitless. Ultrasound… Lay on a table in a dark room with gel being shoved over my chest, and then she's pushing a probe into your skin to the point of brushing. You start to fall asleep because in a strange way it’s relaxing. As you close your eyes you see these amazing hazel orbs staring back at you and you see every emotion reflecting off them, and before you can kiss him, she wakes you up and tells you can go to x-ray. X-Ray… You take off your shirt and are told to stand still with your back to the window and take a deep breathe and hold it. The guy is openly checking you out but you can’t pay attention to surfer dude Trent right now because you are scared something might actually be wrong and then you almost miss the fact that he asked you to turn to your side and hold on to the bar above your head and repeat the holding breathe bit and letting it out. Then, your shooed away as fast as you can be and told to go see Dr. Kinney in his office. Dr. Kinney’s office… I haven’t been in here since the day Dr. Zippo walked in on us. Thankfully we were only making out it could have been a lot worse if you think about I mean Brian could have been half inside me. I’m sitting waiting for the results and this could mean so many things. It could be nothing or it could be so much worse but either way I have to do this alone. I have no one. I mean I know I have Daphne but that’s it but she is also in the middle of med school and shouldn’t have to take care of me nor does she have the time. Unfortunately this time I don’t have my mom or Molly. You can do this Justin. You’re 22 years old. You can handle this alone but what if I don’t want to? Brian I get all of Justin’s test results back and I’m shocked. I mean, honestly what I have to tell him shouldn’t be happening for a least another 8 or 9 years. I mean, the technician double checked and this is what he found. This means two years ago someone fucked up big time. I am little surprised that Justin managed to go this long without problems. At least he won’t have to go through this alone; he has his mom and his sister. (Brian chuckles as remembers his sister, she was pretty funny.) Now, I am heading down to my office to tell Justin the news and then I realize that this will be first time we have been in my office together since Dr. Zippo walked in on us two years ago. I honestly can’t believe it’s been two years since I have seen Justin. A lot has changed and yet, he looks so different and I wouldn't have thought it was possible but he looks even more beautiful today then he did two years ago. Here goes nothing. "Brian?" "Justin, please sit down, I’ve got all the results back." "Well?" "Okay, um. I don’t know how to tell you this." "Please just tell me…." Tears start to well in Justin's blue eyes. "Your pacemaker battery is dying…" "What, how can that be, I mean I thought it was supposed to last for like 10 years?" "I know I'm at a loss as it is a brand new one." As tears run down Justin's face. "What does that mean?" Brian walks over to the couch and pulls Justin into a hug. "Some one fucked up and put in the wrong one. I’m so sorry Justin, but you're going to have to go through surgery again. Lucky your not alone as you have your mom and Molly." Justin slowly looks up at Brian with tears streaming down his face. "No, I don’t, I’m all alone and now everything is fucked up". Brian just held Justin until he calmed down and he could fell the tears brimming in his own eyes and realized that he made the wrong choice two years ago. Now, Justin was going to have to go through everything alone, fuck what the hell is going on?