----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sorry it took a little longer to get this out but I wanted to actually save it to write on my Birthday(which was the 22nd} and its my birthday present to myself, read on and you will see why. Now A few thanks. First off to my wonderful beta and friend, Carolyn, thanks for everything. Love ya. Roo: thanks for always being there when I need a push. Love you. Rach: Thanks for saving my ass..you so rock, love ya too. Shaune: Thanks for pointing things out to me, love ya give Ash hugs. Lizzy and Nisey for being my other eyes. Also to L for everything, cant wait til this weekend. You rock girl. Love ya ___________________________________________________________ WPS 11 Michael I watch as Brian and Justin walk in hand in hand and cringe when I see Ben coming in laughing with Heath. What is this? I watch as they walk past me and take the booth in the back of the diner as KiKi goes to take their orders. Looking down at my own meal I take a bite when I hear Ben ask, “So are you coming to Tibet with me Heath?” “Yes, Ben, I told you I’ll go with you. I might be able to help over there with building design and construction. And I can come up with something for Brian and Justin’s new house.” Heath responds. “Good, so glad to hear that.” Ben smiles at him and it melts my heart. I feel myself start to choke on a piece of fry. Standing up, showing that I’m choking I feel arms around me, doing the Heimlich maneuver, making me spit it out. I lean against the seat when I hear Brian’s voice, “Damn good job Sunshine.” I can’t believe Justin is the one who saved my life. I lean up and look at him and then at Brian’s arm around him and all thanks go out the window. “Well I’m glad that position you were in with Heath at Babylon a few weeks ago in the backroom came in handy.” “What are you talking about Michael?” Heath gets in front of Justin. “This man just saved your pathetic little ass and you’re trying to make him look bad. We never…” He turns to look at Brian “Brian, Justin and I have never done anything remotely sexual.” Brian nods, “I believe you. I know Justin and I know you and I certainly know that neither of you would do that.” “Brian what are you talking about? Justin fucked around with Ethan and Heath lied to you about getting divorced with you. How can you trust either of them?” I demand. “Because for one thing Michael, I know them and I know you. Ever since Justin came into my life you have tried to get rid of him. You just won’t quit.” Brian continues, “Just like you had to stick yourself into the middle of this and tell Justin about Heath before I did, and you did it on his birthday. That Michael, wasn’t respectful to him, or to us.” He starts to walk away and I grab his arm, “Wait Brian there are reasons.” But instead of it going the way I wanted Brian turns around and punches me, knocking me to the floor. “Michael, don’t you ever fucking touch me again. Justin just saved your life, so now go live it away from us, and that DOES include me.” Turning towards Justin he takes his hand and walks out, with Heath behind him looking back at Ben who is looking down at me. “Michael, that includes me too.” Walking away without looking back at me he walks out the door with Heath. Getting back up with everyone looking at me I walk out of the diner in time to see the four of them pulling away. As I get into my car I can’t help but feel bad, and determined that I WILL break them up—even if it kills me. Brian Driving back to the loft I look over at Justin when he puts a hand on my arm. Smiling at me he tells me, “It’s going to be fine. I know it’s hard to lose a friend, and I can’t help but feel sad and resigned about it.” “Justin,” squeezing his hand in mine, “What Michael chooses to do isn’t your fault. He chose to be an asshole and he has tried time and time again to make you the bad guy.” “I know but it’s because he loves you.” I look at him and shake my head. “No it’s because he just doesn’t want anyone else with me. Yes he loves me, maybe a little too much.” “I agree but.” But I stop him. “Justin, lets just not talk about it, he’s not a friend of mine when he spends all of his time trying to ruin the best thing in my life.” Smiling at him, he smiles back and leans over to kiss me. Once back at the loft, Heath, Ben, Justin and I start to have a few drinks. I notice how Ben and Heath keep flirting with each other, leaning over to Justin, I point it out. “Justin, are they flirting?” Justin nods. “Yes they are, and I think they’re hot together,” Getting on my lap he smiles, “Just like us.” He kisses me when we hear someone clearing their throat. “Well looks like we aren’t the only ones feeling the drinks.” Heath announces. “Well actually they’re always like this and I haven’t had much so I know what I’m thinking.” Ben smiles at Heath as I turn Justin’s face back towards me, kissing him and moaning in his mouth. Looking at me with those piercing blue eyes and that amazing ‘sunshine’ smile, my cock gets even harder if possible. And my heart melts even more. Justin looks at me and cocks his head, “What?” I shake my head and press my tongue towards my cheek, “Nothing, you’re just fucking hot.” Smiling at me he kisses me when we hear some moans from across the room. Both of us look to find Ben and Heath, kissing each other. Looking back at each other we smile and Justin kisses me. Leaning him back on the floor I continue to kiss my blond bomb shell. I look over when I see Heath leaning over Ben and kissing him, right next to us and I begin to laugh. They all stop and look at me. “What’s so funny?” Justin asks me. “Do you realize I’ve fucked all three of you?” Justin hits my arm. “Ouch, twat,” laughing I look at the other two as they smile at each other. “But I’m the only one you make love to.” Justin announces and I nod my head, smiling. I lean my head down, kissing him and taking his clothes off as I kiss my way down. Knowing that we’re being watched turns me on even more. Justin moans at my touch, looking over I see Ben and Heath watching us, breathing hard, knowing they won’t be far behind us. Looking back down at the half naked man in front of me I lean down, kissing his neck once more. I know his body so well. I know he’s now got his eyes closed, mouth half open as he moans out my name. I see out of the corner of my eye that Ben has his shirt off as well as Heath’s. I see Ben lean over, kissing Heath and know that Michael is a fucking idiot for letting this one get away. Justin reaches down, grabbing my hard cock, I grunt as I look down at him. “I know.” I smile knowing what he means. “I’m okay with it.” Starring into his eyes I understand what he means even more. “Justin, we’re a couple.” He nods. “But we’re not dead and I know you love me, just like I love you. So let’s just have fun with it. It’s just four hot guys with no strings attached. Well with you and me yes, and maybe with them but as separate couples.” rubbing his hand on my face I can tell he really trusts us all. “Okay, well as long as you know,” he stops me with a squeeze on my cock. “It’s just sex with them, but love with me.” I know. I nod and moan at his touch. “So which one do you want to fuck again.” Justin smiles at me. “How about both? I mean we have all night and we can all take turns and by the time its over we can all say we had each other.” He smiles at me, nodding. “Sounds like a plan. So which one first?” “How about you start with Heath, and I’ll do Ben since he is the one leaning over Heath and I can just move him back and you roll over for Heath?” I say with him looking at me. “Ok, so it was going through my mind.” “I knew it was. I think they’re both hot and think Michael is a fool, for letting Ben get away, plus Ben can move on the dance floor.” He smiles up at me as I kiss his nose. “Well, if you want to do this, then let’s do it, but one rule, no one but me kisses your lips. I want something to remain mine.” I tell him and he nods his agreement. “Hey this isn’t like last time, I trust you.“ Then he’s kissing me before pushing me towards them. Ben looks up when I touch his chest and push him back, and licking his chest, I smile as Heath leans up just to have Justin push him back down, licking his neck. I hear Ben and Heath both moan as Justin and I lick our way down their bodies. I move Ben over to where he’s laying right by Heath so they can look at each other. Justin moves Heath’s head over to make him kiss Ben. Justin looks at me, leaning over and kissing me right before we both smile at each other, I place a condom on Bens cock, for health issues. Holding hands we go down on them. Sucking their hard cocks. They both arch up into our mouths as Justin’s hand sneaks out of mine and up to stroke Ben’s cock which is moving in and out of my mouth. I let my hand move up to Heath’s, stroking his dick as Justin’s mouth moves on it, hitting my hand and licking my fingers as he does. We continue to do this as Heath and Ben arch up and lean into one another kissing. I smile more to know that Justin is pleasing Heath so well. I taught my baby well. Using our other hands we push fingers up into them, making them shoot their loads. We wanted to make them come quickly, so next time they last longer. Leaning up, Justin pulls me into him, kissing me and pushing what he had left of Heath’s cum into my mouth. Great minds think alike, and Justin has such a great one. “Damn that was hot and very surprising.” Heath pants out as Ben nods his head in agreement. “Well boys, the fun is just beginning.” Justin blurts out as he stands up and removes the rest of his clothing as I follow him. “Oh really?” Ben asks. “Yes, really.” I smirk out as I see Justin lean over and take me into his mouth just before he leans up, placing a condom on my dick. I return the favor. “Wow, you guys know how to umm, work it.” Heath looks down at our cocks. “Well you are about to find out how Justin really works it.” Justin and I place ourselves between their legs, leaning over, kissing him I smile. “Ready?” I whisper. “Yes.” He whispers back. “Ok, one, two, three.” We both push into them at the same time making them both arch up into our dicks that are now buried deep into their holes. “Oh fuck, Justin.” Heath lets out. “Shit, Brian. I thought it was a one night thing.” I look down at him. “This is, but I just can’t pass up this opportunity, besides, this is as a couple thing, not just me.” I slam into him making him arch. Justin leans over to bite Heath’s nipple, which makes him scream out Justin’s name. Justin leans up as Heath looks at him. “Why are you guys doing this?” Ben asks me. “Because, Justin and I know we love each other, we both know that this won’t change how we feel for each other.” I push up into Ben, “and we trust that this’ll show that trust. We don’t ever do this with anyone else since we got back together the last time, but we thought a little fun would be good, as long as we” I smile at Justin, “do things together, as one.” We show them by both of us pushing into them and leaning over to kiss each other. “I love you Justin.” I proudly say, making him smile. “I love you too, Brian.” Justin grunts out. We continue to push into them as we kiss, as I run my hands on Justin’s body. “And nothing like this will come between us.” Pounding into them Justin and I kiss as we reach our orgasms and see that they have as well, with the help of the other’s hand. We continue our little fun, with Heath and Ben on their knees, with Justin behind Ben and me behind Heath. This round doesn’t last long due to the fact we hit their spots rather quickly. Pulling Justin to me I lean back with him on top of me, kissing him, “My turn.” Justin looks at me with a wide smile. I wanted to show Justin that I really was ok with all of this because I love him and that it doesn’t mean we aren’t close to each other just because we did this with them. We’re closer than we’ve ever been. Plus, I just wanted Justin inside me. “What are you thinking?” Justin asks me. “About nothing but you.” Smiling I pull him in closer, “Now make love to me. And he did, and then I returned the favor. We made love over and over and didn’t even notice when the boys left. But we didn’t care, because it was always just Justin and me, even if they were here. And it will always be like this. I promise, and I don’t break promises. And this one is no different. Looking at Justin, he’s always been different, but in a good way. God I love this man inside me, beside me and with me. Always and forever.