WARNING!! This chapter has rape and child abuse.
I want to thank my beta Carly for doing a great job. I also want to thank Sid for her help in this chapter. It was a hard chapter to write, thanks for making me do it Sid. DAMN DA MAN! And also thanks to the girls. Please read warning before reading.
JUSTIN POV:
As Brian, Em and I sit here on the couch, watching the end of a movie, Emmett stands up and goes to the closet. He pulls out a few little gifts as well as a huge one.
“Damn it Em, I told you not to get me anything.” I laugh at the way he looks at me.
“And how many times do I have to tell you, it’s my decision little boy. Please don’t make a drama movie out of this, baby. Just open them.” I nod and move to take the little ones.
I open the first one and it’s a new set of painting brushes and drawing pencils. The next was a big easel and sketchpads and paper.
“These are beautiful, E. Thank you.” I hug him tightly.
“Well I figured you could use the them now.” I nod my head and look at the bigger one and smile.
“Go ahead baby, open it. It’s from me and Brian” I look at Brian who just grins and nods.
I open it up to find a life-size picture of my mom and sister. I run my hand down it and feel a tear run down my face.
“It’s beautiful,” I stutter out.
“We wanted you to have something to hang on the wall. I told you Sunshine, that it’s okay to remember them and this way everyone will see just how beautiful they both were.” Brian hugs me from the back and I lean into him.
“And I have the perfect place for you to hang it,” Brian whispers into my ear.
I look around and see Em smiling and look at Brian. “Where?” I ask.
“In the living room, above the panel,” he tells me.
“But Brian, that’s your place.” I can’t finish my thought as he hands me a box. I look at him and he leans in and kisses my lips. “Open it Sunshine.”
I open it to find a key chain with a key on it and look at Brian. “Is this what I think it is?” I ask him.
“Yes, it’s a key to the loft.” Brian smiles. “I want you to move in with me, Justin. Plus there is a surprise there as well.” I look at Emmett who is smiling at me.
“Can we go now?” I ask excitedly.
“What do you think Em?” Brian turns to Emmett.
“Well, I don’t know Brian. What do you think?”
“Oh come on guys, pleeeeasssssse.” I begin begging.
They both start laughing and Brian comes over and puts his arms around me. “I love when you beg.”
“Brian, if I promise to beg later, can we please go?” I do my best sunshine smile and he puts his hand over his heart. “Oh the sunshine smile, how can I turn that down. Ok let’s go.” I jump up and down as we move to the door and we head over to Brian’s. No. Our loft.
We pull up in front of the building and get out. As we walk towards the door Brian grabs my arm, smiling and shaking his head.
“Emmett, you know what to do.” And E starts jumping and clapping as he pulls out the blindfold and puts it on me.
He walks me inside and up the stairs. “Ok we are upstairs in the loft.” I say and they both laugh.
“Very observant Sunshine, since we pulled up here.” Brian laughs out.
“Ok Sunshine, when we take this off, don’t have a fit.”
“Briiian.” I start to whine and they laugh again. “Ok, here we go.” He slowly takes the blindfold off and wraps his arms around me. I look around and feel emotions balling up in me.
“Oh my god. Brian?” I turn to him.
“Well you need a studio and up here there is more light.” He tells me through his smile.
I look around again at what he did to the room. He added a large room and had them come in and remove some walls and replace them with windows. There are a few easels with some of my paintings on them as well as hanging on the wall.
“It’s fucking awesome. I love it.” I squeal and jump into Brian’s arms and kiss him.
“See Brian, I told you it was perfect. Do I know J’s taste or what?” We all start laughing again.
I run over and hug Emmett. “Thanks E, you guys are the best.”
Emmett hugs me tightly while whispering to me. “I know Baby, I love you.”
“Love you too E,” I whisper back.
“Well why don’t we go out and celebrate?” Brian breaks the silence in the air.
“Let’s go. You know I love to party,” Emmett says laughing.
We head off to Babylon and dance the night away. Brian even had them play the first song we danced to. I can’t believe he remembered what it was.
We head back to the loft where Brian makes love to me most the night. When I wake up Brian is already up and dressed in his work suit. I roll over and smile at him. “Can’t you take the day off?”
“Wish I could Sunshine, but I have a few meetings today that I can’t cancel. What are your plans today?” He leans over and kisses me.
“I’m going to go finish getting stuff from E’s house and bring it over.”
“Well why don’t you wait on the last load until I get there. We can bring the stuff together.” I nod my head.
“Good, now make sure you set the alarm when you leave.” I yawn and once again he kisses me before heading to the door.
“Love you Sunshine.” He yells and my heart stops beating once again.
“Love you to Brian” I yell back. “Be careful.”
“Call me later.”
“Ya later.” Then I hear the door shut.
I get up to start my day. I have a shower and breakfast before heading over to Em’s to pack up what little I do have. When I get there Emmett is walking out the door.
“Have a good day E.” I shout out to him. He comes over and kisses me. “You too Baby.” Then he is out the door, on his way to make the world a brighter place.
I spent the day packing what little I have with me and pick up the phone to call Brian.
“Hey Sunshine.” Brian answers his phone.
“How did you? Oh never mind. Caller ID.”
“Very bright. What’s up baby?”
“Was wondering where you were.”
“I had a late meeting. I should be there shortly.” He tells me.
“Ok, I’ll be ready.”
“Later sexy,” Brian whispers into the phone.
“Ya later stud.” I hang up the phone and get a drink. I smile at the thought of moving in with Brian. Things are looking up.
At least they were until there was a knock on the door. Opening it I find Craig standing there, right before I feel his fist hit my face.
I hit the floor and as I get up I feel his foot hit my stomach. “You fucking fag, I will teach you to fucking piss me off. I will show you discipline that you have so forgotten.” He repeats to kick me and I try to get up, but he grabs my hair and pulls me up. He punches me again in my face.
“Dad, please don’t.” I begin to beg as I have so many times before.
“Shut the fuck up. You knew this was going to happen. You ran here to Emmett and then shack up with another fag, twice your fucking age.” He grabs my chin and turns it up to him.
“I love him.”
“Bullshit Justin. You don’t love him and he fucking doesn’t love you. He uses your tight ass for his own pleasures. That’s all you have ever been good for. To let men or women use you as a sex slut.”
I can feel the blood running down my face again as he continues to talk and rage, hitting me every few sentences.
“You really believe someone could love you Justin? You are nothing but a fucking whore. A slut. Someone who killed his sister.”
“I didn’t,” I started to say but felt him hit me again, but this time it was with the belt he picked up, one of Emmett’s.
“I didn’t tell you to fucking talk Justin.”
I have to stop this. But he starts to ramble on again.
“You killed your sister and your mother. You mother was going to tell all about the abuse so I knocked her out and put her in the car and turned the car on. She was dead before she knew it. But the fucking bitch had a letter in her purse.”
“I didn’t kill Molly. You did by raping her. And mom, oh god, I knew you did it.”
He smiles at me before walking around me. I am not going to let him win this time. I have to fight back. He grabs my arm and I turn and swing at him, making contact with his lip. He puts his hand to his lip and feels blood and smiles at me.
“You are going to pay for that Justin.” He grabs me again as I am reaching for something to hit him with. He puts his arm around my neck and squeezes it. “Drop it son, don’t fucking be stupid.”
I think about it and don’t drop it but swing the fire poker at him and he hits me in the back of the knees before I had it over my head, making me fall to the floor. He grabs it from me and hits my leg with it and I scream in pain.
I can feel him over me breathing on my neck. “You are fucking going to pay for that you little fag.” He sneers as he is pulling at my pants. I try once again to move away but he punches me in the face once again and for a moment, the room is spinning. I am being spun around and feel my father rip my pants down.
“Dad, don’t please.” I begin to beg.
“I love hearing you beg.” He laughs out and he grabs my hair so I can’t get away again.
“You are such a hot little piece of ass. That’s why I used it for my benefit.” I feel his finger dive into my hole and I scream out in pain. He covers my mouth with the other hand and pulls out and shoves four fingers in me at once. Stretching me out.
He reaches down and strokes my cock. “Get fucking hard Justin.” And I can’t do it. I won’t do it.
He pulls his fingers out and slams them into me, as hard as he can. Pulling them out and then feeling in one swift motion I feel his dick in me. With no lube, or a condom.
“STOOOOOP” I scream and he slaps my ass laughing.
“I love hearing you begging and pleading.” As he pulls out and slams into me, pretty soon he has his rhythm going and pounding into me. I cling to the couch cushion as he pulls my body up farther to him, pushing my head into the cushion on the couch.
I can feel my insides being ripped and I hear my father, moaning as he plunges into my ass. I can feel myself dying inside again. I feel the tears are mixed with his own blood. He pushes me to the floor where my head lands on the picture of my mom and sister. I can see the blood and tears form a pool and runs with the color of the picture and their faces turn in a red haze.
“He will never fucking love you. You little cunt. You will never be loved. You don’t deserve it you little shit. You are nothing but a whore.”
BRIAN POV:
I ran into Emmett coming up the stairs.
“Hey Brian” Em squeals.
“Hey Em, just came to pick up some Sunshine.” He smiles at me as we reach the door. I can hear Justin.
“Brian.” It was like a whisper. I look at Emmett who smiles.
“He’s probably jerking off thinking about you,” he tells me.
“I hope its me he’s thinking of.” And we both laugh, knowing how Justin is, he wouldn’t be in there with anyone else, or think of anyone else.
Then we hear a faint voice as we open the door.
“Stop calling his name you little fucking ass, he doesn’t love you and he never will.” I look in and my body freezes when I see Justin, on the floor with blood and tears and his father fucking him. No, raping him.
Emmett and I both run over and we pull him off Justin, who just lies there, after we get him off him.
I lean down and touch Justin but he flinches. I move over to Craig and punch him in the face. “How fucking dare you tell him I don’t love him and he doesn’t deserve it. He deserves it and I love him.”
As I lean back down to Justin he jumps up and moves away from me. I see his face and the way he moves that he is in pain. He holds onto his stomach as he backs up into the wall.
“Justin, go and wash up a little.” Emmett tells him. “Justin.” Justin looks at Emmett and nods and walks into the bathroom.
“You fucking son of a bitch.” I hear Emmett yelling.
I turn around and get in his face. “I love him, and you know nothing about love. You are going to pay for this you fucking asshole. NO ONE hurts Justin.”
Emmett looked at me still holding him and as I went to hit him I see him bend over.
“I couldn’t help it.” Emmett smiles.
“You kicked him in the balls. Good one.” I tell him and go to raise my fist when I see Emmett’s eyes widen in a direction off me. I turn around to see Justin, standing there with blood and tears on his face and pointing a gun at Craig. I saw Justin as he stood there with that gun with the tears and the blood staining his face, and my heart rested in his. I felt everything that Craig had done to him and we were one, I could see the blood that Justin had got on his hand drip from his gun hand as he had it out stretched.
“Justin, honey put the gun down.” I say, moving towards him. He doesn’t move, he’s just looking straight at Craig and I have never seen this look on Justin. The look he has in his eyes.
I stand in front of him and he looks right through me. I am really worried about him. I reach out and he backs away.
“Brian.” Emmett comes up next to me, placing his hand on my arm, shaking his head. “Don’t. He doesn’t know where he is in his head. Just move away.” I nod my head, moving away.
Emmett gets right up by him “Justin, baby, I need to concentrate on my voice.” Emmett slowly moves closer to Justin.
“He’s not going to shoot me, he’s a fucking coward!” Craig yells laughing. Emmett looks at me and I nod, standing between Justin and Craig. It’s not that he doesn’t deserve to be shot.
I have more respect for Emmett as I watch him with Justin.
“Justin, Baby, concentrate on my voice. You are safe now. He won’t hurt you. We won’t let him, but Justin, you don’t want the blood of your father’s death on your conscious. Justin, love, please. I know you can hear me. You don’t want this in your mind. He will pay for what he did, just not by your hands.”
“Em?” I hear Justin’s soft voice.
“Yes baby, it’s me, keep coming back to me. I promise you. I know you are hurting, and the fucking bastard will pay. Justin I need you to look at me.” Justin slowly looks away from Craig and looks into Emmett’s face with tears running down his face. “Em?” he said again as Emmett wipes Justin’s face with his hand.
“Yes, baby, it’s me. Give me the gun. You don’t want this on your conscious.” He strokes Justin’s cheek and I slowly see the Justin we all know come back into his mind. He drops the gun to his side and Em pulls him into a bear hug. Running his hand down Justin’s arm and taking the gun out of his hand Justin wraps himself around Emmett’s body.
“I knew he wouldn’t do it.” I see Justin start to tense up.
“Brian.” Em looks at me.
“What?”
“Why don’t you take Justin dressed and take in to get checked out. I will finish up stuff here.” I nod my head as I slowly walk over and stroke Justin’s head. He looks at me with a sad look.
He moves into my arms. “I won’t hurt you.” I whisper into his hair while helping him walk into the room.
“I know,” he softly says.
“I love you Justin. What he said was lies. I love you,” I repeat to him.
“I know.” I help him with his pants and I know it’s hurting him. “I love you Brian. I am so sorry.” He says quietly.
“No need to be sorry. I am here now.” He leans on me as we walk out.
“Justin,” Craig starts to say and I look at him.
“Shut up Craig.” Emmett tells him in a stern voice.
“Take him Brian, I will finish up here and call the cops.” I nod my head.
“Thanks Em.” I tell him. Justin hugs him and Em kisses him and whispers into his ear loud enough for me to hear. “Brian will take care of you, don’t worry Baby, he loves you. So do I.”
Justin nods his head as we walk out. We move slowly to the elevator because Justin is too sore to walk down the stairs. As we are waiting, we hear a gun shot coming from where we just came from. Justin looks up at me with fear in his eyes.
My entire body tenses up. He didn’t? He couldn’t have. Shit..
“Emmett?” Justin says pulling away and heading back to the apartment. I grab his arm, scared of what we will find when we open the door.