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BRIAN’S POV I hear Justin’s monitor going off and I rush over to his side. “Kam, fucking do something.” I scream at him. “It’s okay Brian. His monitor just slipped off him. See he’s okay.” Kam puts his hand on my arm. “Thanks Kam.” “You really care for this kid, don’t you?” “Yes, I do. More than I ever thought possible.” I watch as Kam gives Justin some more medicine and close my eye. I open them to find Kam staring at me. He puts his hand on my arm and moves it up to my shoulder. “Brian, I know this has been scary, but you still are in a lot of shit. You helped kidnap the mayor’s son. You are not out of the woods Brian. I know you told me that his dad refused to pay because he’s gay, but it doesn’t mean the cops aren’t out looking.” “I know Kam. I took one look at him and knew I needed to get out but hell, one look at him I also wanted in.” I whisper the last part more to myself then to him. “Just be careful, please Brian. I don’t want you in trouble.” “I know.” Kam goes out to the other room as I sit there and watch Justin rest. He looks so fragile. I just wish I could make it all better. Kam comes back a while later. “Brian, your cell was ringing and I answered it. It’s a Cody.” And my heart beats faster. I take the phone from him and go out to the other room, telling Kam to stay with Justin. “What the fuck do you want Cody?” I ask him with anger in my voice. “Is he dead yet?” “Fuck off, Cody!” “Look Brian, it’s better for all of us. You are ruining everything. You are letting the fact that he’s hot and gay get to you Brian. Now, where the fuck are you and who was that that answered your phone?” Cody blurts out. “None of your fucking business. I’m not ruining anything. You are the fuck who ruined everything and thank god you didn’t kill him or I would have fucking kill you. Don’t call me again; I’m not in this thing with you. And if I know Mikey, he won’t be either. I told you Cody, Justin wasn’t supposed to get hurt. Now this conversation is over.” I tell him as I hang up the phone. “You okay Brian?” Kam asks, coming up behind me, wrapping his arms around me. “Kam, look, I like you. We are, god help me, friends. Please don’t ruin this by making the moves onto me with a dying man in the next room.” I move away from him. “I wasn’t making a move Brian. I was comforting you. If I was making a move I would just grab your dick.” He smiles at me widely. “I’m sorry Kam. I am being an asshole. I guess I’m just a little worried about all this shit. I never wanted to kidnap someone. I never wanted to be attracted to the person, and I sure as hell, didn’t want him shot. Fuck, all I wanted was my quiet little life. Now thanks to Cody it’s all up in the fucking sky. I care about that kid Kam. I do. But how the fuck, will he forgive me after all this?” I wipe my eyes feeling the wetness on them. Fuck now I’m crying. I don’t cry. “Brian, I know that you are worried but maybe Justin won’t do anything.” “It’s not up to him. It’s up to the cops.” “What are you going to do now?” “Just take care of him and make sure he gets better.” I rub my face and lay back on the couch. Before I knew it, exhaustion took over and I was asleep. I was dreaming of Justin. He was kissing me, loving me. I could feel his lips on me, sucking me. But something wasn’t right. The mouth was wrong. I bolted up from the couch to find Kam on his knees, sucking me off. “What the fuck Kam?” “You were having a dream. I saw the major hard on and decided to help release some of your stress. Doctor’s orders.” “No, Kam. I can’t do this. I’m sorry.” I tell him getting up. “Damn, Brian, come on. I know you care about him and hell even might love him but you are having these sex dreams, getting yourself all worked up and no release. Just let me help you with the release.” As good as it sounded I couldn’t go through with it. Not with Justin in the other room. “I’m sorry Kam. But it doesn’t feel right” “No need to be sorry Brian. I respect that. But you can’t blame me for trying.” “I couldn’t do you anyway. You are a friend and I don’t fuck friends.” I smile at him to show there aren’t any hard feelings between us. Nothing is hard between us. “I know. Pity too. You were great.” “Oh, I know.” I smirk with my tongue in cheek expression. We move into Justin’s room. I sit down next to him and take his hand in mine. I rub it with my thumb as I lean my head back, closing my eyes. “Justin, you have to be okay. Not just for you, but for me.” I find myself drifting off into sleep. I awake sometime later to find Justin’s hand in mine. I pull it up to my lips and kiss it. He moans but doesn’t wake up. I slowly lift myself off the bed so I can go take piss. I come back to find Kam checking Justin out, running his hands all over his body. I feel a tug of jealousy at seeing the doctor touching my boy. “What are you doing?” I come up behind him. “I’m checking on his injury. I wanted to keep an eye on it, to make sure it doesn’t get infected and this is a way to feel inside without too much pain.” I nod my understanding. Kam looked at me and smiled. “Brian, he’s drunk from the drink and he’s out of it. This is a way to feel around and make sure that everything is okay inside.” I smile back and nod. “How is he doing?” “He’s holding up. Luckily he is a fast healer. Plus he has the best damn doctor in this side of the states.” We both smile at his joke. But the truth is that he really is the best. “I don’t know how to thank you Kam. I would repay it with a sexual favor but like I said, I don’t fuck my friends.” “It’s okay Brian. You want to know how to repay me? Just be happy.” “I’ll try.” “Good. Now, stop with the jealousy. I am not crazy enough to go after something you obviously like and care about.” I slap his arm and smirk at him. He fucking knows me to well. That is for a doctor. “I am not jealous. It’s not like he’s enjoying the touches from you.” He nods, understanding where I am coming from. I’m Brian Kinney. I don’t do jealousy, or at least I don’t admit to doing it. I feel a hand on my back and turn around to see Justin’s beautiful blue eyes. “Justin welcome back to the land of the living. You gave us a scare. You are going to be sore and weak but you are going to be okay with time.” Kam tells him. Justin just nods and grabs my hand. “Justin, I know you probably have lots to say but right now, just rest. I’m not going anywhere.” Justin nods and closes his eyes again. “He’s going to be fine Brian.” “I know but you know me. I have to be sure with my own eyes.” “I’ll go make dinner.” Kam smiles and walks out, leaving me alone with Justin. I sit down on the bed by my Sunshine and take his hand in mine. “It will work out. I hope it does.” I lean over and kiss his lips and sigh. Yes my Sunshine has to be alright. JUSTIN’S POV I wake to see Brian lying next to me. I reach out and touch his face. “Justin.” Brian whispers in his sleep and I can’t help but smile. “He’s been really worried about you” I look over to see Kam by the door. “I know. He’s a great man.” I look back at Brian’s sleeping face. “How am I doing doc?” “You will be fine. Your body just needs to heal. We thought we lost you a few times. Luckily Brian is the same type of blood so I took some from him and gave to you, but you aren’t supposed to know that. Brian didn’t want you to know. He’s afraid of needles.” I look at him shocked. “Wow. I would never have known.” “And you didn’t hear it from me. Justin he cares a lot about you. He is worried on what will happen once all this is over since he did help in the kidnapping.” I can’t get used to hearing that thought. Me, being kidnapped. But Brian is so different. He did everything to try and protect me. Yes, I got shot but I don’t blame Brian for it. He brought me here and saved my life. Got a doctor to come here and gave me his blood. I close my eyes again, feeling sleepy I fall back to sleep. With each day that passed, I felt a little better. Brian was taking good care of me. He wouldn’t let me do too much. Kameron was laughing through it all. Seeing Brian fuss over me. It has been two weeks since I was shot. Half the time I was out of it. The rest of the time I was reassuring Brian I was okay. We haven’t talked about what happened. I want to forget why I’m here. Brian has been so sweet. Doing things for me and taking care of my needs. I’m slowly getting other needs as well, needs that I know Brian has had for a while. He has not left but gave money to Kam to bring things back, including flowers. Brian gave me flowers, it was so sweet. Not real flowers. He got me those fake silk ones. He said it’s because of my allergies. Its okay because these ones will lasts forever. He also brought me some Lilies, fake of course. The roses were all different colors. He had some red, white, yellow, and pink. The card said that the pink ones are a symbol of appreciation, yellow means friendship, the white ones symbolize purity and red symbolizes love. But together it symbolizes unity. He never stops amazing me. Brian Kinney does do romance. Have I said how much I love this man? It’s kind of funny being in love with the person who kidnapped you. He said once this is over, that when he gets out of jail he wants to take me away from all this. He wants to take me out and show me what it means to be the center of his world. I can’t think about when this is over. I want to be with him. But as long as Cody is out looking for me, I can’t do anything. Cody has disappeared from the face of the earth. No one knows where he is. “Justin, I have a favor to ask. I want to call Cody and bring him here.” Brian tells me. “WHAT! Are you out of your mind? He has already tried to kill me once.” “Justin, let me finish. You will be completely safe. I won’t let him hurt you again. You will be in the other part of the cabin with Kam. He won’t see you. What I want to do is bring him here and have the cops pick him up here. We are making a deal with him. We are telling him that he can have you.” I flinch at that thought “Don’t flinch Justin, let me finish.” I nod my head. “I will tell him that he can have you if he leaves Mikey and me out of it. When he comes to get you, I’ll call the cops and tell him where to find you. When they get here, they will find Cody here. Yes I will end up being arrested to, but I don’t want to be with you this way. I don’t want to hide Justin. It’s never been my way. Kam will make sure you are safe somewhere. Justin, I have to do this. For all of us.” “If you are sure…Brian I don’t mind hanging out here. As long as I am with you I don’t really care about anything else.” I start to cry. “Sunshine, don’t cry. It will look better to turn myself in. I don’t want them to find us first. It looks worse on everyone.” He pulls me into his arms. “Brian can you wait and call tomorrow? I want one more night with you.” I beg him. “Anything for you, Sunshine.” He takes my hand in his as we move to the bedroom. He lays me down and begins to kiss my lips. He slowly peals my clothes off as well as his own. He moves down, reaching my already throbbing cock. He takes me into his mouth, all the way to the back of his throat. I moan as I feel the first of my pre cum slip down his throat. He looks up at me and smiles. “Tastes great, Sunshine.” And moves his hand farther down and pushes his finger into me. He uses his own spit as lubricant. I arch up into him as he licks the tip of my dick. “Feels so fucking good. Don’t stop.” As he pushes into me with his fingers, we hear someone at the door. We both look over to see Kam standing there, with a hard on. Brian looks at me and smiles. I smile back. Hell, it’s the least I can do after he came here and saved my life. Plus he is really hot. I reach out to him and he looks at me, not sure what to do. “It’s okay Kam. Justin and I both want you in this.” Brian reassures him, as he looks back and forth between Brian and me. I nod my head letting him know is okay. He moves over next to us. I reach up and rub his cock through his jeans. “You are over dressed.” He smiles and strips down to nothing as well. I pull him down and kiss him. He kisses me back while Brian is sucking on me and stroking Kam. Kam leans over and starts stroking Brian. We all moan and look at each other. Brian starts to suck me faster. I tell Kam to get up on the bed over me. He nods and does it. Once he is stable on the bed, I lean up and take his throbbing cock into my mouth while Brian takes his finger and shoves them into Kam’s ass. Kam leans his head back and moans. I lean over and grab Brian’s arm and pull him up and kiss him. “Lay down next to me upside down.” I tell him. He does it quickly. He takes me back into his mouth as I take Kam in mine and at this point Kam is close enough to take Brian into his mouth. We suck each other at the same time. Each of us is sticking wet fingers into each other’s holes. I never done this but is fucking amazing. We are all wet from the front to the back as Brian moves away and then leans over and kisses us both. He tells me to roll over and I find myself on my knees, sucking Kam and Kam's sucking me. I’m thinking that Brian is going to fuck me now. But to my surprise he leans over and sticks his tongue in me, licking the insides of me. His tongue is fucking my ass and I love this feeling. Brian's tongue is in my ass while his fingers are in Kam's ass now. Kam's mouth on my cock and I know I’m in heave. Brian moves away and then takes Kam and lays him down face up and tells me he wants me fuck him. I lean over to grab the lube and condom but Brian stops me. He takes them from me and takes the condom out of the packet. He sticks it on the tip and uses his mouth to push it down my dick. He then takes the lube and squirts it onto Kam's hole and rubs it in. He pushes me up to Kam's ass and tells me to fuck him hard. I look down at Kam who is smiling and nods as he puts his legs around my waist. I push into him slowly. With Brian behind me he puts himself to my ass and pushes in. I can feel the condom on him. When did he put that on? He fucks me and pushes me into Kam faster and deeper "I want you to remember this Justin. I want you to remember that I will always want you to have pleasure." Brian whispers into my ear. I lean my head back against him. "I want you to fuck me after him." Brian whispers. "A Brian sandwich?" I ask moving my hips faster. The thought of Brian in the middle drives me crazy. "If you want one." Brian says. "Hell yes." I moan moving faster, my dick is going deeper into Kam and Brian going deeper into me. It doesn’t matter if I move forth or back, I’m in heaven. I can't believe this is going on. "You feel so tight Justin." Brian kisses my earlobe and licks my neck. I lean over to start stroking Kam. Brian sees this action and moves around so that he can help me stroke Kam. Kam throws his head back in pleasure. "Fuck Justin…Brian…this…feels so…fucking…good." He groans as he moves his hips up to meet my thrusts and our hands on his cock. "You like my boyfriend fucking you Kam?" Brian asks. "Fuck yes." Kam shouts. "You want it harder?" "God yes." As Brian pushes into me hard I push into Kam. Kam is the first to cum which sets me off and in the process sets Brian off. Brian pulls me out of Kam, removes the condom and takes me into his mouth. Knowing how to make it last longer and make me hard again so fast. His tongue works magic on my dick. He is hard again as well. He leans up and takes another condom out and puts it on me. I look at him as he lays me down and slides on top of him. Kam gets on his knees over me facing Brian. He takes Brian in his mouth as I take him in my mouth. After a few seconds Brian turns Kam around, grabs a condom and puts it on before he enters Kam. I move a little so that I can reach Kam’s cock and take Kam into my mouth once again. Every time I push up into Brian he pushes up more into Kam and Kam then moves farther into my mouth. I can feel my brunet tightening his anus walls around my dick. I love this feeling. I move to take Kam farther into my mouth and he arches into me. “Oh God, Justin, you have such a talented mouth.” Kam moans out. “Not the only thing is talented with.” Brian replies. “I believe it. God, I am getting so close” “So am I. How about you baby?” I let go of Kam’s cock and grip Brain’s hips tighter. “Oh god, Brian, yes.” I lean my head back. Kam once again cums first and he bathes my neck and chin. Then Brian leans over and tells Kam to get off. Kam moves away and Brian leans over and kisses me. He takes the condom off himself and I start to stroke him off. Kam is resting next to us trying to catch his breath and watching us. Brian slides off me and takes the condom off my aching cock turning around so that we are in a sixty nine position. He takes me in his mouth and I take him in my mouth and begin with the sucking. I stick a finger up him as he copies my movements. I push another finger into him and suck him hard. Soon enough we both are cumming together. He greedily sucks me dry as I do the same. “I wanted to taste you Sunshine.” Brian tells me before planting a big kiss on my lips. “I’m glad. I love the taste of you as well.” I smile at him. “That was fucking hot boys.” Kam says out of breath. We both look at him and throw a pillow at him. “Boys? What BOYS?” Brian remarks and we all start laughing. “Ok, men, that was awesome.” He corrects himself. Brian leans over and kisses me. “We need a shower, Sunshine.” He takes my hand and leads me to the shower. We both look back at Kam and smile. “Hell no, you guys go right ahead. I’m a doctor and know my limits.” We all laugh. “Amateur.” Brian comments as he pulls me into the bathroom. After one blowjob we come out. We lay in the bed together. “Justin, tell me what happened to you a few years ago. I know that Molly told me you were hurt. That some boy hit you with a bat?” I feel myself stiffen. “It’s okay Justin, you are safe now.” And I nod my head. “I jerked some jock off and he got pissed because he enjoyed it to much and decided to take me out, with a bat.” I tell him. My eyes giving away that it still bothers me. “Well, okay, but that doesn’t exclude why you didn’t tell me that Molly was your sister when we were talking about her and Gus the bear.” I laugh at his change of the conversation. “Well, I didn’t know you were the man she gave Gus to. But you know now.” “Yes I do. I just wish I had met you then. I could have prevented this from happening. Come tomorrow it will all be over with. Now you need your rest. You are still healing.” He kisses me again. I lean my head against his chest and sigh. “I love you, Brian” “Yeah, me too Justin.” “Brian?” “Don’t worry. I won’t let him hurt you again. You are mine now and I will protect you.” “Thanks. I like you calling me your boyfriend.” “I knew I shouldn’t have used that phrase. Go to sleep Sunshine.” A few minutes later I feel Brian shift. “Justin?” “Yes?” “In case I don’t get to tell you tomorrow with everything going down. I want you to know I am glad we got together and hope that we can be together after all is said and done. And that you will wait for me. I also want you to know that I do love you. I don’t want you to doubt that.” “Everything will work out Brian, I promise. Now go to sleep.” As we start to drift off, we are both thinking of the plans we have for tomorrow. Brian has his, and I have mine. I won’t let him go down for this. Brian kisses my forehead before dosing off with a “Yes Dear.” and a smile on his face.