Thx again to my beta Carly for a great job. Thx to Sid for pushing me into writing all the time among other things. Thx to all the gang. Enjoy.
Justin POV: I can’t believe the admittance of his love for me. At first I thought I was dreaming but then I remember faintly saying it back to him. Brian smiles at me as he looks over from his computer. “What are you thinking?” He asks, leaning back into his chair. “Oh, nothing much. Just how much this party will put me ahead on money. I love the feeling of putting money into Gus’ account,” I tell him as he gets up and walks over to where I am sitting. “And?” “And the fact we haven’t kissed in awhile.” I smile up at him. “Well we need to do something about that.” He straddles my legs as he kisses my lips. We pull away as we both need air to breathe. “You still want to go with me to this party tonight?” I look at him. “If I still can?” He quickly looks away but I can see the jealousy in his eyes. I turn his face towards me. “Stop worrying. It’s just a job that Todd’s friend has all the time and I am there to dance and look good. Which let’s face it, I always look good.” “Yes you do. Justin, can I ask you something?” “Of course.” “Do you remember anything bout last night right before you fell asleep?” He looks at my eyes. “You mean about us confessing our newfound love to each other?” I smile at him as he turns red. “Ya, I was wondering if you remembered or if it was like said in the moment of sleep.” “Brian, I never say things I don’t mean.” He gets a grin on his lips that makes me lean up and kiss. “So what time is the party tonight?” He questions me. “Seven to whenever. But I have to be there at six-thirty.” “Why so early?” “Well they like to party. I have to be there to get the money before hand and then I have to get dressed so I can just get undressed.” “I thought you said it wasn’t that kind of party.” “It’s not, but I still have to do something to let them see what is on the market for jobs. If I don’t at least take a little off, then they won’t see what I can offer and then, they will see what they can hire.” “Justin, why don’t you slow down? I mean I can help you with money.” “Brian, I don’t need your help with money, nor do I want it. I am capable of taking care of myself as well as my son. I do this for many reasons. One is for my son. Two is for myself. Three is I love to dance. Four is I love the look I get from people. Five is it’s how I met you. I have many other reasons as well, but I will tell you this, I will never take handouts. Yes they give me money, but it’s tips, just like a waitress. Plus it’s a job I get paid for.” “I didn’t mean to offend you Justin. It wasn’t meant that way.” He explains. “It’s okay Brian. I understand.” I kiss him again before pushing him off me and going into the kitchen to make some lunch. The rest of the day went by rather quickly. We ate, we talked, we laughed, and we fucked. But not necessarily in that order. Later that night we were getting ready for the party when Brian came up behind me, wrapping his arms around me and kissing my neck. “How long do we have to stay at this party?” He asks me. “A few hours.” I reply. “So finish getting ready.” “I am ready.” he whispers. I laugh at his child-like attitude. “Then lets go.” He lets me go so we can head to the party. At the Party The party was underway as Brian makes his way over to me. “Hey Stud, care to dance? I promise, you won’t forget this one” He takes my hand as he pulls me into him and slowly dances with me. Grinding into him I kiss his neck. “May I cut in?” We turn to see Todd standing there smiling. “Of course not.” I smile up at Brian. “Go get a drink.” “Sure,” Brian replies. “Justin, you need to cool it with Brian. I need you to mingle.” “Look Todd, this isn’t a normal job, you know I come here and just look pretty, dance with those that ask so we have more clients in the future.” I tell him. “I know Justin, but the more time you spend with Brian, the less you ‘dance’ with the other people here. I just want them to know you are available. Even though you are sort of with Brian, they don’t need to know that.” “Fine Todd. Look just make sure he has a good time” I look from Todd to Brian. “No problem” He said smiling. “Todd, hands off, he is mine. You can bottom for someone else.” He walks away laughing. I make my way around the room, meeting new people. A tall redheaded man walks over to me, sticking his hand out. “Hi. I’m Casey.” “Justin,” I reply, reaching out to shake his hand. “I see that man over there, staring at you. Be careful, he could be a stalker.” He nods his head towards Brian. I laugh looking towards Brian. “More like devoted fan. We are just friends.” I tell him, wanting to keep the option open for a job. “Looks like more then just friends. It’s ok if you are, it wouldn’t stop me from hiring you.” “Well, in any case.” I think before saying, “We are dating.” “Really, what’s his name?” “Not important.” I smile at him. “Just making conversation.” He looks back to Brian. “He’s sexy.” “Yes he is.” I smile at Brian who winks at me. “He has a ring on.” he points out. Leave it to a fag to see it. “Yes, he’s currently married to a dyke. She’s seeing the mother of my child. They are still pretty much in the closet.” I look at him and start to move to the music. “No more about them. I don’t just spill my guts to anyone. Now let’s stop talking about him and get down with some moves.” He just nods as we dance. I feel him pull me closer. “My job is to dance with the clients, dance FOR the clients and get tips from them. I am paid to strip, not fuck. So if that is what you are into, I’m sorry.” “That’s not what I’m after, Justin. Just dancing.” Casey smiles at me. “Sorry, just getting the rules out ahead of time.” We continue to dance. Brian POV: I watch this tall redhead grind against Justin as I begin to feel the monster of jealousy come to life in me. I don’t want anyone touching him and here is this man rubbing up against him. “Let him do his job Brian.” I look over to see Todd next to me. “Am I doing anything? No I’m just watching.” “And showing the jealousy you have. Brian, this is his job. To strip for people and to let them go as far as Justin is comfortable with, rather it’s just dancing or more, it’s fully up to how far to take it. It’s his job to make them feel good. Justin is the best at his job. He has never let anyone go as far as you two have. If you mess up this job, you will never come to another party and you will lose Justin. He doesn’t like jealousy.” Todd looks back to Justin. “You know nothing about our relationship and I would appreciate if you would not assume you do. Justin and I have had this talk and he thinks my jealousy is cute.” I simply say. “Not if it gets him fired.” I look at Todd. “You wouldn’t fire him.” “No I wouldn’t. But if we lose clients because they see you two together, then there is no reason to keep him on.” “Todd, don’t fucking fire him on those grounds. Hell, you can’t fire him on those grounds.” “I am not going to do shit, but the last person who got involved with someone who was jealous of his job ended up with the man being so jealous, he refused to work.” “And we both know Justin isn’t easily influenced on anything. He has his own mind.” “Yes he does, but he has always wanted someone to love him as well. Just don’t fuck up his world.” “You either.” I walk away and head towards Justin when I see the man hand something to Justin. “Hey may I cut in?” I look to them both. “Casey this is Brian, Brian this is Casey.” “Nice to meet you Brian. You have an amazing man here.” “Yes I do. Thank you.” He nods his head at me and walks away. I know I have seen him some where before but where? “You having fun?” Justin asks me. “A blast, now that I have you grinding against me.” He laughs and once again I am blinded by his Sunshine smile. “Damn, your smile lights up the room.” I tell him which makes him smile bigger. “You are too good to me.” He responds. “Nope, never too good for you.” I see him look around before leaning up and kissing me. “What was that for?” I look down on him. “For being your jealous cute self.” We both laugh at the thought. “I’m not jealous.” I look into his eyes. “Yes you are. Your eyes tell it all. I think it’s cute and sexy.” he whispers to me. “You do, well then, you can’t dance with anyone in here but me for the rest of the night.” I look down at him. “It’s just a job Brian. Means nothing. Besides, I might be dancing for them, but I’m going home with you to fuck you all night long.” He smiles again and I forget what we were talking about. “How soon can we get out of here?” I ask him. “What time is it?” He looks at his watch. “Well we have been here longer then I am being paid for so let’s get out of here.” He tells me as he takes my hand and we walk out. Casey POV: I watch Justin and Brian leave, trying to figure out where I have seen him before. I have been watching him since they came through the door. I walk over to where Todd is gathering things up. “Hey Todd, the guy with Justin, his name is Brian?” “You mean his friend?” He looks a little upset. “No I mean the man he’s dating. It’s ok. I am not in the least bit worried about Justin not doing his job. Just wondering what you know of his boyfriend.” “All I know is his name is Brian Kinney. They have been dating awhile now.” Todd looks towards the door before going back to packing up the stuff. Brian Kinney. I knew I knew him. Shit wait ‘til I tell my brother. He works with Jack and James, who are Brian and Mel’s dads.