Chapt 7 Brian and Justin were both silent on the ride back to the loft, except for the quick phone call Brian made to Michael, filling him in on their disappearing act. He had no doubt Hunter would have showed up on his doorstep in a fury if Brian hadn’t given him a heads up. He was still trying to understand the dynamics of that relationship. He always considered Hunter just the annoying little brat stalker but his fierce loyalty to the beautiful blonde was unexpected. In some ways their friendship mirrored his own with Mikey. Luckily there didn’t seem to be any deep-rooted sexual attraction on either side. Once they entered the loft, Brian wasn’t sure quite what to do. Justin was in a category all his own and treating him like just another trick wasn’t an option. He offered him a drink and brought out two water bottles, before sitting down on the couch. Justin stood a couple feet away, shifting back and forth on the balls of his feet. His wide eyes scanned the entire loft, from the television set all the way to the bedroom. He seemed to take special notice of the ugly naked guy painting. “I like your place. You have a nice kitchen.” “Thanks, it does the trick. Why don’t you come and sit over here? I promise I won’t bite, not unless you want me to.” A soft blush covered Justin’s cheeks, as he slowly walked over to the couch. He sat at the very edge, as far away from Brian as possible. “Come closer. From this distance I can’t feel any of you, much as less all of you.” Justin chuckled and inched his way over, until their legs were touching. “I meant what I said at Babylon but now that I’m here, it’s a little harder to act on my desires.” “And what is it you want Sunshine?” Brian said in a sultry tone, leaning his face ever closer to Justin’s. Justin whispered, “You” and locked eyes with Brian. Brian’s face was only inches away and almost within kissing distance. Right before their lips touched, Justin spoke up. “But I’m scared and I’m not sure if I’m ready. I don’t want to disappoint you.” Brian shook his head. “You couldn’t disappoint me because I’m not expecting anything from you. I want you to have your life back but I’m not gonna force it down your throat. Just let me touch you tonight, allow yourself to be touched. I won’t penetrate you because tonight you won’t feel any pain. Is that OK with you?” Justin nodded his head and shyly nuzzled his cheek against Brian’s. Brian gently stroked his cheek, bringing their lips together in a soft caress. At the first feel of Brian’s soft lips, Justin felt himself melt into the embrace. A moan escaped his lips when they finally parted. Their foreheads rested against one another, breathing each other’s air. Brian’s hands began to explore Justin’s body, drawing patterns on his chest and tweaking his already hardening nipples. When their lips met again, it was more urgent and demanding. Justin relaxed in his arms, allowing Brian free range over his body. Brian could feel Justin tense the moment he reached for his zipper. “It’s up to you Justin, do you want me to stop?” Justin covered his hands with his own and together they eased down the zipper. Justin pulled Brian into another kiss, his earlier reluctance gone. All he wanted was to feel desirable and the way Brian was kissing down his now naked chest, there was no doubt he wanted him. As Brian neared his cock, Justin’s brain completely shut down and all he could do was feel. It felt like heroin coursing through his veins but was really the most natural high imaginable. Justin was afraid if he didn’t find a little more self-control, he’d shoot his load the second Brian’s lips touched him. Before he could initiate any sense of control, Brian seemed to read his mind. “Don’t hold back, just let yourself feel. I want to hear you scream.” And immediately Justin’s cock was engulfed in Brian’s mouth. He arched off the bed, moaning and crying out Brian’s name. His hands automatically gripped Brian’s head, pulling it even closer to his body. Brian had been impressed with Justin’s size, large and well shaped but not too much to deep throat. Justin gasped the first time he hit the back of Brian’s throat. It wasn’t long before Justin was panting and screaming his orgasm. Brian swallowed every drop, before kissing and licking his way back up Justin’s body. Their mouths met in a frenzied kiss, tongues dueling in passion. When they finally broke away, Justin reached down to grab Brian’s raging hard on. Brian stopped him before he had reached his goal. “Not tonight Sunshine. This was just for you. I’ll let you make it up to me another night.” “Are you sure? I would love to taste you.” “And you will but I think we both had a pretty exhausting day and there’s no reason to rush things.” “Will there be a next time then?” “Yeah, when you’re ready and absolutely certain.” “And until then?” Justin eyed Brian’s prominent bulge. “Until then you’ll just have to excuse me so I can make a quick trip to the bathroom.” Before Justin could protest, Brian was up and on his way to the bathroom. He was only gone a few minutes, but Justin could hear his unmistakable moans. When Brian returned to bed, Justin was pulled into his arms before he allowed himself to sleep. The next morning they woke up to the loud ringing of Brian’s phone. Brian groaned as he reached over Justin for the phone. “Yeah?” “Brian, where the fuck is Justin?” “Huh?” Brian replied sleepily. “You know, cute blonde, 20 years old. Lives with me. You took him home with you last night.” “Mikey?” “No goddamn it, its Hunter. Who the fuck else would call you at eight in the morning wondering as to Justin’s whereabouts? I didn’t make a big fuss last night but now it’s a new day and you’re not usually the type to let someone spend the night, so where is he? You didn’t send him on a bus did you? I mean, shit Brian, you know how he reacts around crowds. The least you could of done is pay for his cab ride” “Are you done yet Mom? I didn’t send him anywhere. He’s sleeping right next to me, which is what you should be doing to at this hour and I mean sleeping, Not next to me.” “You mean he’s still there?” “Did I fuckin stutter? Yeah, he’s here. It’s probably his fault my arm is numb from him sleeping on it all night.” “He let you hold him all night?” “I did NOT hold him all night. He fuckin rolled onto me and I didn’t want to wake him up. Why don’t you just fuck off and I’ll drop him off when we both wake up later.” “Fine, but he better be in one piece.” “Bye”, Brian replied and quickly hung up the phone. “Jesus Christ!” Brian exclaimed, running his hands through his hair and looking down into the suddenly alert blue eyes. “Sorry, but he means well. I was a bit of a disaster when he found me and he has a hard time letting go. Sometimes I even like how overprotective he is. I know I’m never alone.” “You’ll wish you were alone again, now that you’re an official member of our fucked up little family.” “It’s nice to have a family again.” Justin smiled drowsily and curled himself around Brian’s body, resting his head on Brian’s chest. Without thinking Brian began to stroke through the blonde locks, lulling the beautiful boy to sleep. Brian found himself on the verge of sleep again, and let himself circum to it with a final whisper, “And Sunshine, this family’s for keeps.” Back at Michael’s apartment, Hunter had begun to pace back and forth. There was no way he would be able to go back to sleep. He knew that Justin was OK now but what would happen once he left the loft? Would he be just another trick to Brian? His worst fear was that Brian would reject him and somehow diminish all of his progress. Or maybe he was more afraid of Brian accepting Justin’s affections and them moving on together. No matter the outcome, he had to get some control over his emotions. The last thing Justin needed was another mother telling him what to do. He needed support and Hunter would give it to him, no matter what.