Brian sat on his Jeep for quite some time thinking about the last months of his life. He hated everything that had happened with him and Michael and he wished he could turn back time and make everything alright. He got out of the car and took a deep breath before he headed for the diner. “Hey,” Ted said when he saw Brian standing in front of them. “How is it going?” Brian asked as he sat down with Emmett and Ted. “Brian,” Emmett said startled. He hadn’t seen the man in a long time, ever since the brunet and Michael had broke up. He knew it wasn’t going to work but he kept quiet about the whole situation. “It’s been a while since you’ve been here,” Ted pointed out and looked towards Debbie. “Do you think she might kill me?” Brian asked and grinned, although he didn’t look like himself. “I don’t think so, honey,” Emmett told him. “She understands.” “Right,” Brian said doubting it very much. “And here comes Michael,” Ted muttered. Emmett bit his lower lip. Brian sighed and looked up at his ex. He wished that things between them had worked better. He knew he had fucked up big time but Michael had known from the beginning how he was. He looked back at Emmett and Ted and tried hard not to think about what had happened. “Brian,” Michael said happy to see the brunet. He had missed the man like crazy. He wished they could be at the loft and they could talk. He wanted to be in Brian’s bed once again, he had missed his man. “Hi,” Brian whispered and then cleared his throat. He got up quickly deciding that it was better if he left. “I have to go.” Michael frowned but stepped away. Then after a few seconds he reacted and went after the brunet. “Brian, wait!” Brian turned around and arched a brow; they were already outside. The wind was blowing softly; playing around with them. “I think we need to talk,” Michael muttered. A part of him was afraid that Brian would tell him to fuck off and walk away. He knew how Brian was and he shouldn’t be surprised that the man was still tricking. He should be grateful for what Brian had given him so far. Brian nodded slowly. They had a lot to talk about. After the big fight things have been left hanging. No one had discussed their problems or what had happened. “I miss you,” Michael said and moved closer to Brian. “I miss you so much.” Brian caressed Michael’s face. “I miss you too.” Michael smiled widely. “I think you should come back to the diner and we should have breakfast.” “I think that’s a good idea,” Brian whispered. Michael got on his toes and kissed the brunet. “We’ll talk later then.” Brian nodded and followed Michael. He had missed the dark haired man a lot but for some reason he wasn’t as happy as a man that was about to get his boyfriend back should be. He pushed the thought to the back of his head were it couldn’t bother him. *** Brian looked himself in the mirror and smiled. He looked hot and he knew it. He looked at the watch and knew he had a few minutes still. He was meeting Michael and the guys. He and Michael had gotten back together and they were going to celebrate. There was a knock on the door and he frowned. He thought it was Michael and he sighed with frustration. He had told the man that they would meet each other at Babylon. He wondered if his ex best friend and now lover would ever change. “Hi, I’m Justin Taylor,” the blond said as Brian opened the door. “And you are?” “Confused,” Brian told him. “Where did you come from?” “I live downstairs,” Justin said and chuckled. “Well, you look very good.” Brian smirked. “Brian Kinney,” the brunet said extending his hand. Justin shook it. He couldn’t keep his eyes away from the hot stud in front of him. He couldn’t believe how lucky he was. He had come to introduce himself and meet another neighbor but he didn’t want to leave now. He knew that the tall man in front of him was so checking him out. “So,” Brian drawled as he too checked the man in front of him. He pulled his hand away slowly but wanted to touch Justin again. “I want to let you know that I moved to the third floor,” Justin said staring at Brian. “In case…you needed anything,” he said the ‘anything’ part very sexily and bit his lower lip for effect. Brian smirked. “Want to come in.” Justin arched a brow. “Well, it looks like you’re going out.” “I have time,” Brian said as stepped to the side so Justin would come in. “Okay,” Justin agreed and went inside the loft. “This place looks great.” “Thanks,” Brian replied as he closed the door. He looked at Justin’s ass and smirked. He walked to the kitchen then. “Do you want anything to drink?” “Uh,” Justin said as he turned around to look at Brian. “I’m okay. I should be going.” “What’s the rush?” Brian asked. Justin licked his lips and shrugged. “I have things to do.” “We could do things together,” Brian said as he neared the blond. Justin felt his cock twitching. The tone that Brian was using and the way the taller man was eating him up with his look were driving Justin crazy. “Is that so?” he couldn’t believe he was flirting back. He had come to introduce himself not hook up. “Yeah,” Brian said sexily as he stood in front of the other man. One of his arms sneaked around the blond’s waist and pulled him closer. “It could be fun.” Justin’s hands reached towards Brian’s neck. He could feel his heartbeat very loudly. He licked his lips and then it happened. Brian kissed him and his world exploded behind his closed eyelids. His nostrils filled with Brian’s cologne and he didn’t think he had ever wanted someone so bad like at that moment. “God,” Brian groaned when he pulled back. Justin was making him burn with desire like never anyone had. He wanted to fuck the blond already. His hands reached down and grabbed Justin’s cock. He liked feeling that Justin was rock hard for him. “Oh fuck!” Justin hissed. “We’re about to,” Brian replied as he walked them to the bedroom. They worked fast in taking off their clothes. Justin got in the bed first. Brian reached for a condom and grabbed the lube. He got on top of the blond and their bodies started to move as one. Brian opened the lube and put some on his fingers before he started opening the smaller man. “Yes,” Justin hissed as his body arched. “You’re so tight,” Brian said. Justin opened his eyes and stared at the brunet. He caressed Brian’s chest and played with his nipples. “Fuck me.” Brian pulled his fingers away and reached for the condom. He reaped it and put it on quickly. He was so hard that he didn’t think he would last any much longer. “Oh fuck,” Justin groaned as Brian started entering him. “You’re so big.” “That’s right,” Brian said in a husky voice. “Take me.” Justin’s fingers gripped Brian’s chestnut hair and he moaned for more. Brian pushed Justin’s legs up into his shoulders and took a few seconds for Justin to adjust. “Are you okay?” Brian asked. Justin nodded but didn’t open his eyes. “Fuck me.” Brian’s hips started moving so slowly, for some reason he wanted it to last. His hands had a life of his own and all they wanted was to caress Justin’s flawless skin. “You’re so fucking beautiful.” Justin smiled and pulled Brian’s face closer to him. “You’re not too bad yourself,” Justin replied. He kissed the brunet with passion. Their tongues dueled for control for a while. Then the kiss slowed down and they explored each other’s mouth at least until Brian started picking up the pace. Justin buried his nails on Brian’s back and the man grunted with pleasure. Both of them were covered in sweat and so close to their goal. “Fuck,” Justin grunted and his toes curled up. He knew he wouldn’t last much longer. Brian buried his face on Justin’s neck. He started fucking the blond wildly. He felt Justin shaking and he let go, both of them groaning their pleasure when they climaxed. Then Brian’s cell started ringing. “Fuck,” Brian groaned and pulled out of Justin. He picked it up and saw that it was Michael. He looked at Justin and sighed. “I have to go.” Justin nodded. “Me too.” Brian moved closer to Justin and kissed him. “You were fantastic.” Justin chuckled as he got up from the bed and started looking for his clothes. “Like I said before, if you need anything at all you know where I live.” “Right,” Brian said as he stood there waiting for Justin to leave the loft so he could get another shower. “Later,” Justin said when he was finally dressed. He went and kissed Brian before he was on his way. Brian stood there slightly shock that he wanted to go after Justin and not to Babylon. He shook his head and went to get another shower. *** “How much money are you going to waste on this peace of crap?” Brian asked looking at the comic in his hands. Michael rolled his eyes. “It’s not a piece of crap,” Michael argued. Brian shook his head. “Jesus Christ, you’re insane,” he told the man. He didn’t know why he was wasting such a great day by being there, except that he had promised Michael that he would go with him. He had tried to think of so many excuses to get out of it but nothing really would have worked. Michael would have bitch and moan and he would have never heard the end of it. “But you still love me,” Michael said smiling sweetly. Brian sighed and looked at Michael. He kissed his boyfriend and arched a brow. “I think I need a drink. Do they have beer here?” “Nope,” Michael told him. “There is a bar a few buildings from here,” Brian told him. “I’ll be back in a few seconds.” Michael pouted. “I’m just going for a drink,” Brian repeated. He didn’t like seeing Michael when the man thought he was going to fuck someone else. He gave the comic to Michael and smiled. He knew his smile would win his boyfriend over. Michael nodded and watched him go before he focused on the comic that Brian had been holding. Brian looked around the comic book fair and shook his head. The things he did for Michael, he thought. He was about to get the drink when he saw a blond head that got his attention. He frowned as he followed the guy and all he could think was that it was Justin. He licked his lips as he stood behind the man. “Hey,” he said in a sexy voice because he knew that it was none other than the blond. Justin turned around a bit startled. “Brian?!” Brian grinned and shook his head. He couldn’t believe that Justin was there. What was with him and liking guys that were still stuck at age thirteen, he thought. “None other.” “Oh, hi,” Justin answered when he came out of his shock. “What are you doing here?” “With my boyfriend,” Brian told him not sure what Justin’s reaction was going to be. He nodded to where he had left Michael. “And you two are into comics?” Justin asked trying to pretend like he wasn’t affected. He didn’t even want to look at the guy that Brian was with. “He is,” Brian drawled. “What are you doing here?” “I brought my nine year old brother,” Justin said pointing at a blond kid that was standing next to one of the tables. “His name is Evan.” Brian nodded slightly and wondered what he was doing there talking to Justin. He should be keeping as far away as possible. “Brian, who is this?” Michael asked frowning. As soon as he had seen Brian with the blond he had practically ran to them. He didn’t like the way Brian was ogling the guy. He knew Brian well enough to know when he was preying after someone. Brian licked his lips and didn’t answer. “I’m his neighbor,” Justin answered. “I saw Brian and I thought I would say hi.” “Justin,” Evan said coming with a book in hand. “I want this one. Can you buy it for me, please?” Justin sighed as he picked it up. “Jesus, Evan, a thousand dollars for this piece of crap?” Brian smirked. Justin was definitely more like him and he liked that. “It’s not crap,” Michael complained. “It’s a good inversion.” Justin sighed. “Whatever you call it,” the blond answered as he nodded at his brother. “But that’s all you’re getting.” “You’re the best,” Evan proclaimed before he ran back to the table. Justin looked back at Brian and Michael. “I’m Justin as you heard,” he said to Michael. “I’m Michael,” the man told him. He didn’t like what he was feeling at that moment. He thought the blond was beautiful. He hated that Brian liked tricking so much with so many gorgeous guys; he could never be at peace. “It’s nice to meet you,” Justin told him and looked towards his brother. “I have to go. See you guys around.” Michael nodded and waved. “He seems nice,” he said coldly. Brian rolled his eyes. “You don’t like him.” “He’s hot,” Michael said. “I see,” Brian drawled knowing where the conversation was going. “Have you fucked him?” Michael asked. Brian sighed. “He just moved in like four days ago,” Brian pointed out. “Oh,” Michael grunted. “Are you planning on fucking him?” “Mikey,” Brian said pulling his boyfriend closer to him. “Stop acting like a jealous wife, would you?” Michael pouted. “I’ll behave,” Brian whispered and kissed Michael. “Now, I’m going to get that drink.” Michael sighed and looked to where Justin was and he hated that the blond was so good looking. He hated that Brian was never going to change and would still trick. But one day, he said to himself, one day Brian was going to grow up and change his bad ways; or so he hoped. *** Justin looked around his loft and smiled very pleased with the outcome. It had taken him a while but now the place was looking right like he wanted it. He looked at his watch and decided to go out for a while. He was walking to his bedroom to pick something out when the knock on the door stopped him. He frowned as he walked to the door. No one knew where he lived so the logical reason was that it was one of the neighbors. He stopped at the door wondering which one it was. He sighed and shook his head. “Is not him,” he whispered to himself and opened the door. “Hey,” Brian said and smirked. “How are you?” Justin stared at Brian for a few seconds before he was able to answer. “Brian, what’s up?” Brian arched a brow. “That’s too easy.” Justin swallowed and frowned. “Do you want to come in?” “Sure,” Brian said and went inside. “So this is it, huh?” “Yeah,” Justin answered as he closed the door. He turned around and stared at the man who was currently studying his place. He wanted to stop the thoughts he was having, like how much he wanted to rip Brian’s clothes off so they could fuck hard and fast on the floor. “I like it,” Brian informed him. “It’s slick.” Justin smiled and nodded his thanks. “So, um, what are you doing here?” “Can’t I come visit my neighbor?” Brian asked and smirked. “What are you playing at?” Justin asked frowning. “I’m not playing at anything,” Brian told him and got serious. Justin put his hands on his hips. He wasn’t looking at Brian because he wanted his head clear trying to figure out what the man wanted. He knew he wanted the man more than anything but he wasn’t going to become a toy for the brunet. And to add to things the man had a boyfriend, a nice guy too. “I…,” Brian started saying but stopped. “What?” Justin asked. “I wanted to talk to you,” Brian told him. “I don’t know,” he said as he rubbed the back of his neck. “I was still thinking about what happened at the comic convention.” “What about it?” Justin asked. Brian shrugged. “Michael thinks something happened.” Justin closed his eyes briefly. “Look, if you are here to tell me not to say anything you don’t have to worry. You didn’t promise me anything. We fucked and that was all.” “I’m not here for that,” Brian said. “He knows I trick.” Justin nodded. “Okay, then.” “I usually fuck guys and that’s it,” Brian related. “I never fuck anyone twice.” “I see,” Justin replied. He was feeling used but he wasn’t going to let that get to him. He was stronger than that. He had been thinking that there had been something more. That for a moment Brian’s world shook in its core and he couldn’t resist having him; boyfriend or no boyfriend. Now he knew better. “But with Michael is different,” Brian said. “Obviously,” Justin retorted. “He must be really special.” “We were best friends since we were fourteen,” Brian informed Justin as he sat on the armchair of the sofa. “He was waiting for me in a way. And he’s the only one that puts up with my shit.” “But you must love him,” Justin pointed out as he walked closer. Brian nodded. “Of course I love him.” Justin frowned not sure why Brian was telling him his story with Michael. “And then,” Brian said and stopped. “Then what?” Justin asked. “You,” Brian muttered and shook his head. He stood up ready to go. “Me?” Justin asked. “What about me?” Brian walked towards him and stopped abruptly mere centimeters away from Justin. He rubbed his face and chuckled. He didn’t know what about Justin, but he was acting out of place and he so could blame it on the blond. “You’re acting very weird,” Justin told him. “I can’t stop thinking about you,” Brian said caressing Justin’s face. “You’re so fucking hot. I can’t stop picturing you under me, taking me.” Justin’s eyes closed. “Don’t.” Brian frowned and pulled Justin close to him. He kissed him hard and only pulled away when air was needed. “I won’t do this,” Justin whispered. “Don’t ask me, please.” “Do what?” Brian asked. “Become your dirty secret,” Justin replied. Brian shook his head. “I should go.” “Right,” Justin muttered. Brian tried to move away but it was impossible. He ended doing what he could do, which was kissing Justin again and again. He shouldn’t be there knowing he was complicating things. He was breaking his rules and somehow he knew that if he had Justin then he would only want more. But he was Brian Fucking Kinney after all and like with all thoughts that didn’t bode well with him, he pushed them far away. “This is wrong,” Justin mumbled. “Very much,” Brian agreed before he attacked Justin’s mouth once again.