Brian came out of his room and went to the kitchen where he found Daphne making breakfast. He smiled at her and sat down. “Where is Brandon?” Brian asked. “He had to leave early. He had a meeting.” Daphne said. Brian nodded. “Are you going to see Justin today?” Daphne asked. Brian nodded. “I got him something, but I’m going to be working pretty much all day. Can you get it to him?” Daphne asked and left the kitchen to get it. When Daphne came back she gave him the present and walked to the stove to make sure that breakfast didn’t burn. “What is this?” Brian asked. “Justin’s present.” Daphne said. “It’s his birthday.” Brian stared at her frowning. “But…I didn’t know. The guys didn’t even tell me to buy a present. Where is the surprise party going to be at?” Brian asked her. “We are not going to have one.” Daphne said. “He threatened us last time we had a surprised party. He doesn’t celebrate birthdays.” “Oh.” Brian said. “Except when it comes to you, of course.” Daphne said. Brian nodded. “So what is it?” Brian asked. “Photo album. Pictures of him and you and everyone else.” Daphne said. Brian smiled. “He’s going to love it.” Brian told her. Daphne nodded and put the plate in front of him. “I have to go get him something.” Brian said freaking out. “I have to go.” “Hold on.” Daphne said as she walked over to the fridge. Daphne took out the guava juice and served Brian a glass. “After I eat this, I’m going to the store.” Brian said. “Do you think I have enough money to buy him something nice?” Daphne laughed. “What?” Brian asked. “You already bought him something.” “I did?” Brian said and frowned. “Holly shit! Where the fuck did I put it?” Daphne stared at him and shrugged. “Fucking hell.” Brian said and drank his juice before he got up. “I have to find it.” “Brian.” “What?” “Come back here and eat your breakfast. I’ll help you find it.” Daphne said. Brian took a deep breath and nodded. He sat down and couldn’t help but worry. At times like that, he wished he could remember all of his life. *** Justin smiled and Brian kissed him. Justin let out a tear and took the chain out. Brian didn’t know exactly why he had bought that for Justin, but he was sure there was a reason. He could see that it was affecting Justin but at the same time the blond had a little smile. “You like it?” Brian asked not sure. “Yeah.” Justin said as he opened the chain to put it on. “Let me.” Brian told him taking the present and putting around Justin’s neck. Justin smiled and kissed Brian again. “I have something for you too.” Justin whispered. “You do?” Brian asked. “But it’s not my birthday.” “I know. I got it for your birthday. I just…couldn’t give it to you.” Brian swallowed and nodded. Justin smiled and got up. He went into his bedroom and found Brian’s present hidden in the closet where he had left it. He turned around to find Brian coming into the room. Brian looked around before he sat on the bed. “Here.” Justin said putting the present in Brian’s lap. “Thank you.” Brian told him and started opening the small box. Brian opened his eyes wide and smiled. “A Rolex?! Justin!” Brian said as he took it out of the box and smiled. “It’s engraved.” Justin said. Brian looked inside and frowned at the words. From your blond devil. “You used to call me that.” Justin said sadly after watching Brian’s confused face. “I wish I could remember.” Brian said sadly. “Some day you will, baby.” Justin told him. Brian nodded and took off his old watch and put the new one on. He smiled happily. He looked at Justin and caressed the word ‘baby’ hanging from the chain he had given his boyfriend and he knew then that the presents were meant to be that way. *** Matthew walked up to Brian and smiled. Brian arched a brow before he put his book in his locker and closed it. “I’m sorry, Brian.” Matthew said. “It’s okay. Just…don’t do it again.” Brian told him. Matthew nodded. “I have to get to class.” Brian told him. “Yeah. Uh, there’s going to be a party over in Jim’s house and I thought you would like to come.” Brian hesitated. “Come on. It will be fun.” Matthew said. Brian bit his lower lip. “Can I bring some friends?” Brian asked. Matthew nodded. “Okay.” Brian told him. “I’ll see you on Friday then.” Matthew told him smiling. Brian gave him a little smile and nodded. He turned around and walked to class. When he got there, he sat next to Lindsay. “Hey.” Brian said. “Morning.” Lindsay said cheerfully. “Uh, what are you doing on Friday?” Brian asked. “Why?” Lindsay asked. “Matt invited me to Jim’s party.” Brian said. “Oh.” Lindsay said. “Are you going?” Brian shrugged. “Do you guys want to come?” “Sure.” Lindsay told him. “I’ll tell Mel.” Brian nodded. “Do you like him?” Lindsay asked. “What?” Brian asked. “You know what I mean. Don’t play with me.” “He’s okay, but I’m with Justin.” Brian said. Lindsay nodded and wanted to tell him to be careful. She didn’t want a repeat of what had happened with Brian and Clark. She looked at him and smiled. He smiled back and then turned his attention to the teacher giving the class. *** Brian knocked on the door and waited. He knocked again and finally Justin opened the door. “Hey.” Brian said. “I’m busy.” Justin said leaving the door open and walking back to his desk. Brian came in and looked at the mess that Justin had. “Did you eat?” Brian asked. Justin took a deep breath and shook his head. “I can prepare you something.” Brian told him. Justin shrugged, so Brian went into the kitchen and started preparing them spaghetti and a salad. He made sure to pour Justin a drink and took it to the blond. Then he went back into the kitchen and worked as silently as he could to not bother Justin. “It’s almost ready.” Brian said once he started turning off the knobs in the stove. Justin nodded and kept working on his computer. Brian served them and then called Justin to the table. Justin took a deep breath and went to eat something. He smiled at Brian and then sat down to eat. He enjoyed the food and told Brian so a couple of times. “That was great.” Justin said once more when he was finished. “Thank you, baby.” Brian smiled and kept eating his food. “Do you want more?” Brian asked. Justin shook his head as he got up with his plate. He put it on the sink and walked back to the desk. Brian finished his meal in silence. Then he got Justin another drink and ended up with Justin on top of him kissing like there was no tomorrow. He jerked Justin off and the blond sucked him. Brian thought it was the most amazing feeling in the world. When they were done, they cleaned up and Justin went back to working. Brian could see that Justin was more relax. He also could see that Justin had wanted more and he wished he could have done something about it. “I’m going to clean up a little.” Justin smiled and nodded. Brian did the dishes and put away the rest of the food for some other time. “I’m going to go.” Brian told him. “Call me when you are done.” Justin looked up and smiled. “Come here.” Brian went over to him and raised a brow. “Thank you for taking care of me.” Brian smiled. “It’s my pleasure.” Justin nodded and waved at Brian to get closer. They kissed slowly and then Brian sat on Justin’s lap and smiled. They kissed for a while until Justin stopped. “You have to go or I’m never going to be done, baby.” Justin whispered. Brian nodded and got up. He kissed Justin one last time. “I love you.” Justin told him. Brian smiled and then left. He wished he could do more to relieve Justin’s stress. He was sure that soon enough he would be ready to give Justin what the blond wanted; what both of them did. *** Brian took the beer that Matthew was giving him. He had agreed to come to the party. Lindsay, Joy and Melanie had come with him and were downstairs dancing and having a good time. Brian had gotten tired of people talking to him when he didn’t remember them. So he and Matthew had went into one of the rooms and hid. “This party sucks.” Brian told him. Matthew laughed. “Could it be because we are locked up here and not in the actual party?” Matthew asked. Brian laughed too and then got serious. “I don’t like to be around a lot of people.” Brian told him as he took a sip of his beer. Matthew nodded and moved closer to Brian. “That’s so weird.” Matthew told him. “Why?” Brian asked. “You are so popular. You know so many people.” Matthew said as he stood very close to Brian. “That was before.” Brian told him. Brian got up to try and get away from Matthew, but only ended up getting closer to the taller man. “I want you.” Matthew told him. Brian opened his mouth to protest, but Matthew took the chance to kiss Brian. He pushed Brian back in the bed and started kissing him. He moved his head down and started licking Brian’s neck. “Stop it. Just don’t.” “Come on, Brian.” Matthew told him. “It would be so good.” Brian closed his eyes and remembered something. “Can I get in the pool with you?” “Yes, Clark. Jump in.” “With my clothes on?” Clark asked laughing. “No. Without them.” Brian told him laughing too. Clark nodded and took them off. He got into the pool and Brian quickly pinned him against the wall. He kissed Clark hard and pulled back smiling. “I have condoms in my jeans.” Clark moaned. Brian reached for Clarks pants and took one. “What about…you know…Justin?” Clark asked. “He’s my boyfriend. Nothing is going to change.” Brian told him as he ripped open the condom. “Come on now, that doesn’t matter. It would be so good.” “You are so fucking hot.” Matthew said as he sneaked a hand under Brian’s shirt and started rubbing his nipples. Brian felt Matthew’s erection poking his thigh. He closed his eyes and gasped when he started having another flash back of something that had happened. “I said that if you aren’t mine, you won’t be anybody’s.” Clark hissed. Brian smirked. “What are you going to…” Brian was asking, but before he could finish his question, he felt a sharp pain in his stomach. Clark pulled the knife out of Brian’s body and stabbed him again. He pulled the knife out once more and Brian felt back on the floor. Clark got on his knees and grabbed Brian by the hair and started to hit Brian’s head on the floor. “You are mine! Mine!” Clark screamed. “Stop. Please.” “Fuck you. How could you? I gave you what you wanted.” Clark hissed as he once again grabbed Brian’s head and hit him on the floor. Brian pushed Clark away, but cried out in pain. He moved his hands to his chest and felt warm blood rushing out of himself. He started crying. “You are nothing but a fucking whore.” Clark told him. Clark picked the knife and put it close to Brian’s neck. “Justin is not going to want you when I am done with you.” Clark hissed as he hit Brian in the head again. “He will hate you for being such a slut.” Brian could feel like his head was about to explode. It hurt so much and then he felt Clark’s hand on his crotch. He could feel Clark’s erection poking him on his thigh. “Stop.” Brian sobbed. “I want to be inside you.” Clark told him. Brian pushed Matthew with all his might and the other teen landed on the floor. He got up from the bed quickly, trying to reach the door. “Brian! I’m sorry.” Matthew told him. “I drank a little too much.” “Stay away from me.” Brian told him as he opened the door and got out. Brian’s head hurt so much. He reached the living room and spotted Melanie sitting on a chair. He walked over to her. “Brian, why are you crying?” Melanie asked. Brian touched his face and realized he was crying. “I want to go home. Please.” Brian told her. Melanie nodded and the two of them went to find Joy and Lindsay so they could leave.