Brian laughed and shook his head. He put his arms around Justin’s shoulder and pulled the blond closer to him. Justin smiled at the brunet and then went back to watching the movie. He was sure that Brian was watching him. Brian kept taking glances at the blond and suddenly he noticed that he was rock hard and wanted nothing more than to fuck Justin.
“I want to fuck you,” Brian whispered.
Justin smiled and ignored Brian. His cock was hard but he wanted to play around.
“Jus,” Brian murmured. “Don’t you want my cock deep inside you?”
“I’m sorry. Did you say something?” Justin asked as he tried to control himself.
Brian raised both of his brows and smirked. He nodded and pulled Justin onto his lap. “I said I want to fuck you,” he told him sucking on Justin’s neck.
“What are you doing?” Justin asked pushing Brian away and smiling.
“Justin!” Brian was getting frustrated.
“What?” Justin asked innocently.
“Come here, now!” Brian hissed.
Justin smiled and licked his lips. “Is daddy angry?” he was acting like a scared kid.
Brian smirked. “Yeah. You have to be punished,” he told the blond moving closer to the blond.
“Okay,” Justin said getting up. “I guess I will just go to my room and reflect on what I have done wrong,” he turned around quickly and walked to his room. He then closed the door and tried not to laugh as he took off his clothes.
“Justin,” Brian murmured under his breath. He smiled and got up. He followed the blond and opened the doors. He smiled when he saw Justin taking off his clothes. “You are misbehaving,” he closed the doors again and locked them.
Justin laughed and jumped in the bed. “So, what are you waiting for?” he got on his knees and smirked. “Punish me.”
Brian smiled and tackled the blond. “If I am the daddy what are you?”
“I’m the baby,” Justin whispered kissing Brian’s neck.
“How dirty,” Brian told him.
Justin smiled wickedly at the brunet. “You like it.”
Brian got on his knees and nodded. He flipped Justin’s body so the blond was on his belly. “I am going to punish you…baby.”
Justin smiled and gripped the pillow as he felt Brian’s hands roam over his body. He gasped when Brian slapped his ass. He smiled and pushed his butt up.
“You want more,” Brian whispered and licked his lips as he unzipped his pants to let his hard cock out. He stroked it a few times before he let go of it. Then he went back to caress Justin’s butt. He leaned forth and kissed the back of Justin’s neck. Then he pulled back and slapped Justin’s ass again.
“More,” Justin demanded and smiled.
Brian licked Justin’s hip on the left side and then bit him hard.
“Ahh,” Justin’s body stiffened and then relaxed when Brian sucked on the spot.
Brian pulled away and smirked. “More?” he smiled and took of his shirt.
Justin smirked and kept quiet.
“Why so quiet?” Brian asked and then lifted his hand and let it fall on Justin’s ass cheek.
“Oh,” Justin gasped. He already was so hard. The only thing he wanted was for Brian to fuck him.
“Bad boys need to be punished,” Brian told him.
Justin tried to turn around but Brian was holding him tight.
“Brian, fuck me,” Justin hissed.
“What was that?” Brian asked as he spanked Justin again.
Justin closed his eyes and felt his cock leaking. He wanted the brunet inside of him. He smirked when he realized that Brian was playing. “Daddy please…I need you.”
Brian smirked and spanked Justin hard once again before he found a condom. “Stay like that,” he put the condom on and caressed Justin’s red cheeks. Then he pulled Justin onto his hands and knees.
Justin felt his skin tingling and warm. Then Brian was pushing inside of him. He loved the feeling of having his body rubbing against Brian’s. The denim of Brian’s jeans rubbing against the back of his thighs was driving him crazy as well. “Oh, daddy…fuck…ah…” his knees were shaking. He wasn’t going to hold out any longer.
Brian was fucking him hard and fast. The blond drove him so fucking wild. “What do we…have here?” Brian asked as he grabbed Justin’s cock. “Mmm, baby boy?”
The name went to Justin’s head. “Oh fuck,” Justin’s shoulders fell down as he spilled his cum. His body shook with pleasure and he brought Brian over the edge as well.
“That was fucking amazing,” Brian gasped out as he pulled out of the blond. He got rid of the condom and laid on his back as he stared at the blond.
Justin got on top of Brian and kissed him on the cheek. “It sure was.”
Brian smiled and kissed the blond really slowly just enjoying Justin’s mouth. He caressed the blond and wondered what was happening to him. He was feeling lost every time he looked inside Justin’s eyes. Justin smiled as he caressed Brian’s face as well. He smiled broadly seeing the things that Brian couldn’t tell him in the brunet’s eyes.
***
Brian pulled his arm away from Justin and glared at him. “What are we doing here?” he asked the blond very slowly.
Justin looked at Brian and smiled. Brian was looking very scared.
“Is just a store Brian,” Justin said smiling.
“Full of little demon spawns,” Brian hissed.
Justin laughed. “Come on. We are here to buy something for Gus,” he gave Brian a big smile and the brunet rolled his eyes and put his arms back around Justin’s shoulders.
“He has enough toys,” Brian grunted.
“Come on,” Justin said as he snaked his arm around Brian’s waist. “It will be fun,” he spotted a cart and went to get it. He made sure that Brian was following him. They went into an aisle and started looking at some toys. “Do you think he would like this?” he asked showing Brian a race car.
Brian grabbed the toy and looked at it. He shrugged and decided to buy it anyway. He turned around for a brief second with a big smile thinking that Gus would go crazy if he found himself in the toy store. He looked towards Justin and opened his eyes wide when he didn’t find the blond there. “Justin,” he said alarmed. Two boys went past Brian running and giggling. Brian groaned as he started to walk to find the blond. He turned into an aisle that looked like a war was going on. He steered cleared from there. “Jesus. I’m in hell,” he muttered as he tried to find Justin.
“Hey. Where were you?” Justin asked as he looked at Brian’s back.
“Where was I?” Brian asked mad. “Where were you?”
“Getting stuff for Gus,” Justin told him showing Brian what he had gotten.
Brian shook his head. He grabbed a stuffed bear that Justin had and shook his head. “He doesn’t like these things anymore.”
Justin shrugged and smiled that Brian seemed to approve of everything else. “Come on, Daddy. Let’s see what else we can get.”
Brian sighed and just followed the blond, making sure not to let him out of his sigh. Once they were done shopping for Gus they headed back to the hotel. Most of the things that they bought had to be shipped to Pittsburgh.
“So, did you have a good time?” Justin asked smiling at Brian as they sat on the bed.
“No,” Brian told him pouting.
Justin tried not to laugh too much as he saw the brunet pouting. “You so did,” he caressed Brian’s face. “I saw you smiling.”
“You are delusional,” Brian told him smirking. “But that’s okay. I tolerate it.”
Justin nodded as he just went along with what Brian was saying. Justin got on his knees and reached for Brian’s cock. Brian arched a brow and smiled. Justin started to unzip Brian’s pants and then stopped. “Are you sure you weren’t smiling?” Justin asked.
Brian just shook his head as he stared at Justin’s unmoving hand. Justin shrugged and pulled Brian's cock out. He licked the head and then sucked it.
“Fuck yes,” Brian moaned as he buried his fingers in Justin’s hair. The stress he had gone through at the store was being washed away by the blond.
Justin stopped and blinked waiting for Brian to notice. Brian opened his eyes and looked at Justin.
“Are you positive that you weren’t smiling?” Justin smirked.
Brian closed his eyes and groaned. “Yes, okay! I was smiling,” he grunted. “It was kind of fun.”
Justin nodded, happy to hear Brian say it was true.
“Now, suck me off,” Brian told him.
“My pleasure, Daddy,” Justin said taking Brian’s cock in his mouth again.
Brian closed his eyes and enjoyed what Justin was doing. He looked at the blond and smiled. The blond surely could make him have a good time anywhere. It was true that he had fun at the toy store. He had felt like a kid and it was all because of Justin. He moaned and closed his eyes. He loved all the things that Justin made him feel. Right now he was feeling like a very grown-up man.
***
“They have a show going on tonight,” Justin said looking at the stage as he sat down. “Promise you will dance with me,” he was only teasing Brian. He had no intention of dancing. He had something else planned.
“I promise I will chop you in little tiny pieces if you don’t shut the fuck up,” Brian said sarcastically but he was acting like a total ass because he was angry.
Justin laughed. “I like your sense of humor, Bri,” he smiled and winked at Brian.
Brian rolled his eyes. In a few minutes a waiter came and took their order. They ate in silence and Justin knew something was bothering the brunet.
“Brian, is everything okay?” Justin asked.
Brian nodded. “I’m fucking fabulous,” he told him dryly.
Justin nodded and smiled. “Excuse me a minute,” he got up and walked away. He had a surprise planned for the brunet.
Brian was feeling a little down. It was his last day at the hotel and this time he had to leave. He watched Justin talk to one of the managers and could see that whatever Justin was saying, the other guy was happy about it. He kept sitting at the table and waited for the blond.
“Hey,” Justin said sitting down. “Why so sad?”
“I’m not sad. Why would I be sad?” Brian asked defensively.
Justin smiled. “I have something for you,” he surely hoped that Brian liked it. “It’s like a going away present.”
Brian didn’t say anything. He just pressed his lips together and stared at the table.
“That is, until I see you again,” Justin said.
“I told you we should end this here,” Brian said.
Justin smiled and shook his head. “Our deal was four months and I plan on making you very happy all that time.”
Brian shrugged and didn’t care. Justin didn’t know where he lived. He only knew that he was from Pittsburgh.
“Anyway, on to my present,” Justin said smiling.
“I told you no more presents,” Brian warned him.
Justin got up. “Just this one. Okay?”
Brian sighed and nodded. Justin smiled and kissed him on the lips really quickly. He turned around and walked to the stage. Brian watched Justin leaving towards the stage. Then Justin sat at the piano and Brian wondered what the hell Justin was doing.
“I want to dedicate this to a very special person,” Justin said smiling as he looked at the public. He looked briefly towards Brian and winked before he turned his body back to stare at the piano.
Brian was sure that he was going to walk away from the blond at any minute now. He hated corny stuff like that. Then Justin started singing in a slow enchanting voice and he just sat there.
“This…this is something you can deny,
With all of your heart again and again, baby.
Is…is something you don’t want,
Forming part of you ever, no, no, no, no.
You…you can run and hide forever,
But you and I know better.”
Brian sat there amazed by the blond beauty that had invaded his life. He didn’t know Justin could sing so beautifully. He was sure that by the silence around the room, everyone else was in the same state as he was. Justin kept playing the piano and glanced at Brian quickly before he continued.
“You…you are so beautiful indeed,
You were made especially for me, baby.
And…and I never thought that
Perfection could be in my arms, oh, oh, oooh.
You…you are everything to me,
Everything I’ll ever need.”
Brian smiled at the words. He knew the song was about them and he wanted to be pissed but it was hard when the blond looked so beautiful and sounded so great.
“So here I am giving myself to you, baby.
Do your worse, anything will do my love.
Just as long, as you never go, no, no, no, no.
Just as long, as I am next to you, baby.”
Brian swallowed hard when Justin turned to look at him and gave him a small smile. He felt like his heart was going to burst from his chest any minute now.
“You…you can lie to me
About your feelings but I won’t believe.
I…I will always know
The truth in your touch, oh, oh, oooh.
And…and in your actions
Your love for me will show.
Oh, yes, baby.”
Justin closed his eyes and poured all his feelings in the song he had written for Brian.
“So here I am giving myself to you, baby.
Do your worse, anything will do my love.
Just as long, as you never go, no, no, no, no.
Just as long, as you love me.
Just…just like I love you…I love you, my baby.”
Justin opened his eyes when the song was done and everyone stood up to applauded him. Brian kept sitting on his chair looking at Justin smiling and bowing his head slightly at everyone. When Justin looked at Brian, the brunet felt like his heart exploded in a million directions. He had never felt something like it. He swallowed and his body turned cold and then warm and then cold again and it kept doing that over and over. He had goose bumps all over. He was happy that it was the last day here with Justin because he had to stop it all soon. And then after he thought that he would go away, Justin’s song came rushing to his mind. He was truly fucked.
“What did you think?” Justin asked sitting down.
Brian didn’t answer. He just shrugged and took a sip of his wine.
“Didn’t you like it? It was for you,” Justin whispered. “For us.”
“You don’t know anything about me,” Brian hissed.
Justin smiled. “Want to get out of here?” The blond got up and waited for the taller man. His heart was beating fast not knowing if Brian was mad that he had sung for him.
Brian looked at Justin and raised a brow. He got up after a couple of seconds and they were leaving when Joshua stopped them.
“Have you lost your mind, Justin?” Joshua asked.
“What?” Justin asked.
“They are going to know you are here. Don’t come complaining to me about it later,” Joshua told him. He knew that Justin didn’t like to be found out. He was a very private person.
“Don’t worry about it,” Justin told him. He didn’t plan on staying too long at the hotel. He had a brunet to follow. He grabbed Brian’s arm and started to walk away with the brunet.
“Justin,” Joshua said.
“What?” Justin asked turning his head around.
“Great song,” Joshua smiled and winked at him.
Justin laughed and nodded then kept walking with Brian to their room.
“What was he talking about?” Brian asked. “They would know where you are? Who are they?”
“The paparazzi mafia,” Justin said chuckling but he really was nervous.
“I didn’t know that artist had the paparazzi following them,” Brian told him.
Justin smiled and shook his head. “I sing too,” he told the brunet.
Brian took a deep breath. “Why the fuck didn’t you tell me?” Brian asked.
“Are you mad?” Justin asked.
Brian glared at him.
“It would probably be a good time to tell you now that…I’m…an actor too,” Justin whispered the last words.
“What?” Brian asked. “Shit,” he looked at Justin and then realized why Justin looked familiar. “Jesus fucking Christ,” he was worried that someone had taken a picture of them. What if the guys saw him? The teasing would never end.
“Does it bother you?” Justin asked.
“Is that why you are always hiding?” Brian asked angry.
Justin bit his lower lip. He didn’t know why Brian was acting the way he was. “Brian, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” Justin said. “I didn’t think it would matter.”
“You are right.” Brian spat out. “It doesn’t fucking matter because you and I are through.”
“Brian…” Justin said taken aback.
“Shut the fuck up, Justin,” Brian hissed. He glared at him before he turned around and left.
Justin sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. He would let Brian cool off before he went to talk to the brunet.
***
Brian frowned as he sat at the bar. He asked for a double beam and tried to control his feelings. He couldn’t believe that Justin hadn’t told him what he did. He was furious at the blond. He was furious at himself. He had a reputation to protect and for the first time in his life, he wished he didn’t. Because he could be with Justin without worrying about what his friends were going to say. If he was with Justin the whole world would know it and that scared him; mainly because of the reputation he had made for himself.
“Why looking down?” A woman that was sitting next to him asked.
Brian looked at her and sighed.
“You are having love trouble. My name is Destiny,” Destiny smiled at him. “Do you want me to read your future?”
Brian shook his head.
“I can do it,” Destiny told him. “I can see it.”
“Good for you,” Brian told him sarcastically.
“You are a difficult man,” Destiny looked at him and smiled. “But he doesn’t care.”
Brian frowned and looked at her with a raised brow. She just smiled.
“Could you just leave me alone?” Brian asked.
She nodded and got up. “He’s going to find you. No matter how far away you run,” she put her hands on her hips. “I could have told you what’s going to happen from them on. But that’s okay.”
Brian shook his head. He was sure that the woman was nuts. When he finished his drink, he went back to their room. Justin wasn’t there and he was glad. He didn’t know what he would have said. He closed his eyes and tried to forget about it. He started to pick up his things so he could leave.
Brian took a deep breath and looked around to make sure he wasn’t leaving anything. He walked out of the suite and took a deep breath, hesitating for a few seconds. His hand clung to the door knob as he looked for reasons to stay. He thought of saying goodbye to Justin but then shook his head and closed the door. He was going home and he wasn’t going to turn back.
***
Justin was going out of his mind trying to find Brian. He hadn't thought that Brian would be mad if he found out what he did for a job. He had looked for the brunet everywhere he could think of. He decided to go back to the suite and see if Brian had come back. When he looked around, he saw that Brian’s things were missing. He frowned and made fists, angry that Brian had left. He left the room to see if he could find Brian outside.
“Hey,” Joshua said running up to Justin. “I just saw Brian.”
“Where is he?” Justin asked.
“He just left in a cab,” Joshua told him. “He looked very mad. I called him and he looked at me and then kept on going.”
Justin frowned.
“What happened?” Joshua asked. He frowned slightly seeing how tensed Justin looked. “Did you guys have a fight?”
“Kind of,” Justin muttered.
“What does ‘kind of’ mean?” Joshua asked, seeing Justin’s eyes fill with rage. “Did he do something to you?”
“I did something to him,” Justin took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “He was mad because I didn’t tell him what I do.”
“Jesus, Justin,” Joshua said surprised. “This was my fault. I was the one who told you not to tell him.”
Justin shook his head. “I could have told him anyway,” he said crossing his arms over himself. “I wanted him to love me for just me. He told me he didn’t like secrets and that…that he liked his privacy.”
Joshua frowned and put an arm around Justin’s shoulder. “What are you going to do now?” Joshua asked him.
Justin took a deep breath and counted to ten before he smiled. He picked up his cell phone and dialed a familiar number.
“Hello,” Daphne said.
“Hey. Daph,” Justin said cheerfully.
“How are you doing, Jus?” Daphne asked.
“Good. Look, I was wondering if you would mind me staying there for a little while,” Justin told her.
“That would be great,” Daphne told him. “I haven’t seen you in a while. But are you sure you want to come here?”
Justin thought about it for a few seconds. He was going to see Brian. His time with Brian wasn’t up yet and he was going to make sure to remind the brunet just that. “Yeah.”
“So, I’m going to call my Mom. Tell her I’ll be around,” Joshua said smirking as he grabbed his cell phone and moved away.
Justin smiled and nodded. They sure were going to be around Pittsburgh for a while.
Thanks to the betas CuJo, Mary and Carly.