Justin smiled as Brian started to kiss him.  After work, Brian had picked him up and they had come back to Brian’s apartment.  They had ordered some food and fooled around while they waited for the food to get there.  They had eaten in a comfortable silence and now Justin was completely naked on top of Brian who still was dressed.

“Get up.”  Brian said, ready to go to the bedroom.

Justin got up and the whole room danced around him.  Brian got up quickly and held Justin.

“Are you okay?”

“Oh god, not now.”  Justin lamented.

“What’s wrong?”

“I think I’m going to puke.”  Justin told him.

“You know where the bathroom is.”  Brian told him.

Justin nodded and took a step forward but only ended falling into Brian’s arms.

“Are you okay?”

“I’m hot.”

“I know, baby.”

“No.  Brian, I’m hot.  Open a window.”

Brian sat Justin on the couch and moved to open a window.  When he was done and turned around, Justin leaned forward and puked.  Brian quickly moved towards the blond and held him from behind.

“Are you okay?”

“I’m sorry.”  Justin told him a little shaky.

“Maybe you are getting some kind of bug or you have a weak stomach for Thai food.”

Justin nodded and bit his lower lip.

“Do you want anything?”  Brian asked.

“Water.  Really cold.”

Brian nodded and moved away.

“God.”  Justin whispered as he moved to the far end of the couch.

It would have been a good time to tell Brian what was going on but Justin was scared.  He was scared that Brian would walk away from him not wanting to have nothing to do with him because he had gotten pregnant.  Or maybe Brian would make him give it up.  It scared Justin to death since he already loved the little life growing inside of him.

“Here you go, baby.”  Brian said.

“Thank you.”

“Why don’t you go to the room and lie down.  I’ll be there in a minute.” 

Justin nodded and got up.  He walked to the bathroom to wash his mouth and came back to find Brian cleaning up the mess.

“Brian, you don’t have to do that.”

“It’s okay.  It’s not going to kill me.”

Justin smiled and then started crying.  Brian looked up and saw the blond.

“What’s wrong?”  Brian asked.

Justin shook his head.  Brian didn’t know what was going on with the blond but he was worried.

“Go lie down.”  Brian told him.

Justin walked away as he sobbed.  He got in the bed and hugged Brian’s pillow.  Soon after he felt Brian’s strong arms around him giving him comfort and telling him everything was going to be okay.  Justin nodded but couldn’t stop crying.

Brian watched Justin for a long time after the blond fell asleep.  He was worried about Justin.  He didn’t want anything bad happening to his baby.

***

Justin was getting into the GLC to help Lindsey putting up some drawings.  He started looking for her when suddenly he heard violin music.  He started walking towards the sound.  He walked through the end of the hallways and came to a room where people were gathered around hearing Ethan play.  Justin remembered him from before.

“Hey.”  Ethan said stopping immediately and walking towards Justin.

“Hi.”  Justin said.

“What are you doing here?”  Ethan asked.

“I came to help a friend.”  Justin told him.

“Cool.”  Ethan said smiling.  

“Right.”  Justin said running out of words to say.

“Do you always do that?”  Ethan asked suddenly.

“What’s that?”  Justin asked.

“Look so damn sexy?”  Ethan asked him as he took a step forward.

Justin started blushing and found himself being kissed.  He closed his eyes and kissed Ethan back.

“I’m sorry.”  Justin said when he finally pulled back.

“Don’t be.”  Ethan told him.

“Maybe I should go.”  Justin said getting nervous.

“So how about a date?”  Ethan asked smiling.

Justin opened his mouth to say something but then Lindsay interrupted him.

“Here you are.”  Lindsay said looking at Ethan.

“I’m sorry.”  Justin told her.  “I was just listening to him.”

“That’s okay.”  Lindsay said.  “He’s great, isn’t he?”

Justin nodded.

“We better go and get some work done.”  Justin said.

Lindsay nodded.

“It was good to see you.”  Ethan told him.

“Yeah.”  Justin agreed.

“He’s cute.”  Lindsay said once they were away from Ethan.

“Yeah.”  Justin said but flashes of Brian kept bothering him.

“So are you going to go out with him?”  Lindsay asked having heard Ethan as she was getting close to the pair.

“I’ll think about it.”  Justin told her.

Lindsay nodded and the two of them walked down the hall to get the drawings they were going to put up.

***

Brian opened the door and smiled when he saw Justin.

“Hey, baby.”

“Mmm.”  Justin said.  “Are you ready?”

“For what?”  Brian asked.

“It’s date night.”  Justin told him.

“Can we stay in?”  Brian asked.  “I have something for you.”

“I’m not in the mood.”  Justin told him.  “I want to go out and eat.”

“What’s with you?”  Brian asked.

“I’m hungry.”

“We can order something.”  Brian said walking close to Justin.  

Brian started to caress Justin’s face and then kissed the blond.  He let his hands roam over Justin’s body until the blond stopped him.

“Don’t touch me.”  Justin said.

“Justin, what’s wrong?”  Brian asked.

“I told you I wasn’t in the mood.”  Justin said.

“I can find somebody else a little more willing.”  Brian said.

Justin’s eyes filled with tears.

“Justin.”  Brian said when he saw that the blond was crying.

“How can you say that?”  Justin asked.

Brian took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

“Come here.”

“No.”  Justin told him.  “Leave me the fuck alone.”

“You are the one that came here.”  Brian pointed out.

“Because we were supposed to go out.”  Justin said.

“We can go some other time.”  Brian assured him.

Justin bit his lower lip.

“Maybe we can have a picnic.” Justin said.

“You mean now?”  Brian asked.

Justin shook his head.

“Some other time.”  Justin told him.  “We could go to the park and have one.”

“Are you sure you have a brain in there?”  Brian mocked.

“Why not?”  Justin asked.  “We can stay in and have it.”

Brian shook his head.

“Fine.”  Justin said dryly.

Brian took a deep breath.

“We could go to a restaurant or the museum.  We could have a romantic night.”  Justin said smiling.

“You are asking for too much!”  Brian yelled.  “We’ve only known each other for…”

“Three months.”  Justin said when Brian didn’t seem to remember.  “You can’t even remember that.”

“Whatever.  We already talked about this.”  Brian said.

“Doesn’t mean I like it.”  Justin told him.

“Then fucking leave.”

“Maybe I will.”  Justin said.

“Then fucking go!”  Brian shouted.  “It will free up my nights so I can go fuck the guys that are waiting for me.”

Justin started crying again.

“I don’t mean anything to you, do I?”  Justin asked.

Brian closed his eyes and opened them when he heard the door opening.  He moved quickly to grab Justin.  He threw the door closed and pushed Justin against the closed door.  He started kissing the blond and was glad when Justin responded.  He moved his hand to Justin’s crotch and was stopped once again.

“I’m not in the mood, Brian.”  Justin told him.

“Fuck.”

“Everything doesn’t have to be about sex.”  Justin commented as he walked away from Brian.

“What the fuck are we supposed to do?”  Brian asked.

“We could stay in and watch a movie or talk or play a game.  I don’t know.  We could go for a walk or…”

“Justin!”  Brian shouted.  “I’m not boyfriend material.  You know that!”

“Yeah.  You are nothing but a fucking slut!”  Justin yelled.  “As long as you are getting your dick suck nothing else matters.”

Brian was hurt.

“Get the fuck out!”

“Brian.”  Justin complained.  “I’m sorry.  I didn’t mean…”

“Fuck you.”  Brian hissed.

“Oh, forget it.”  Justin yelled back as he turned around and left.

Brian stayed there for a long time staring at the door.  He wanted to run after Justin and say whatever would make the blond happy.  He took a deep breath and knew that he could go surprise Justin at the diner the next day.  Justin would be happy and he would have his blond back.  Everything was going to be perfect.  He would just try a little harder next time.