“Aren’t you hungry?” Daphne asked. “You are always hungry.” “Well, I’m not hungry now.” Justin told her. “Have you talked to him?” Daphne asked. Justin rolled his eyes. “Can we not talk about this?” Justin asked. “Fine.” Daphne said. “Hey guys. What will it be?” Debbie asked. “I will have a cheeseburger with fries and a coke.” Daphne said. “Good. What about you, Sunshine?” Debbie asked. “I’m okay.” Justin told her. Debbie raised a brow at Daphne who only shrugged. She sat down next to Justin. “What’s going on?” Debbie asked. “What did Brian do to you now?” “I…he’s leaving.” Justin said. “Just picking up his shit and leaving me.” Debbie smiled and kissed Justin on the cheek. “I’m going to get you something to eat and you are going to eat it. I have to go do something.” Debbie told them as she got up to call her brother. Daphne and Justin looked at each other and smirked. “Do you think she is going to call, Brian?” Daphne asked. “I hope so, Daph.” Justin told her. “I have tried everything; talking, screaming, crying, begging, demanding and nothing works. If this doesn’t work either I’m going to have to either kidnap him or just follow him. Michael said he would help me. I tried calling Brian but he is not picking up. Brian is completely ignoring me.” “My god, you are actually serious.” Daphne said. “That’s because I actually love him.” Justin told her. “I would do anything for him.” Justin looked at Debbie talking on the phone and hope that she was calling Brian. If Debbie told Brian to come down to Liberty Avenue he would and Justin could try once more to convince Brian that he should stay. *** Brian was packing his things when he heard a knock on the door. He took a deep breath and walked over to the door, hoping it was not Justin. He didn’t know what he was going to tell him. He was tried of pushing the blonde away and didn’t know if he still could. He slid the door open and smiled. “Hey, Vic.” Brian said, moving to the side. “Hello.” Vic said as he entered the loft. “What are you up to?” Brian closed the door and walked to the kitchen with Vic trailing behind him. “Just trying to finish packing my things.” Brian said. “Do you want anything to drink?” Vic shook his head. “When are you leaving?” Vic asked dryly. “Tomorrow.” Brian said. “Were you planning on telling any of us?” Vic asked. Brian looked Vic directly in the eyes. He felt a cold shudder. He could tell Vic was pissed. “It’s not like I was going to be gone forever.” Brian told him. Vic gave out a tense laugh. “So what about Justin?” Vic asked. “What does he think of all this?” Brian shrugged. “He doesn’t like it.” “Really? What a shocker.” Vic mocked. Brian closed his eyes and held back the tears. He wanted to scream that he wanted to stay and be with Justin. That he was just too damn scared. “You don’t understand…” “I don’t?!” Vic asked as his voice rose. Brian stood there a little taken aback. “That kid loves you.” Vic told him. “Vic.” “No, you hear me out.” Vic told him. “You found someone who loves you and would do anything for you. You saw yourself the things that kid did for you, Brian.” Brian bit his lower lip. “He risked his life and went against his father to be with you. He would do anything he could to make sure you were happy and not hurting. You and I, and pretty much everybody else, fucking knows you love him and you would just about do anything for him too. So stop being so fucking dense, Brian!” Vic yelled. “I…” “I’m still talking.” Vic shouted. “He’s been moping around the house. You don’t see that sparkle that he used to have. You control that now. Don’t make me send Kevin here to kick your ass, Brian.” Brian looked up at Vic with teary eyes. “I have nothing to give him.” Brian said. “You are everything to Justin. You do have something to offer him. Staring with happiness, you can give him love, a family, pleasure, a reason to go on. You taught him everything you can to keep him safe, so he knows how dangerous the real world is. You taught him how important family and friends are. You taught him how to be a better man, always trying to make the best decision. You protected him and stood by him even when he was wrong. You told him the truth and gave him the respect he deserves. You make him weak in the knees, Brian.” Brian looked at Vic when the older man took his head in his hand and make him look at him. “You don’t judge him. You let him discover himself without trying to change him how you would want.” Brian let a tear fall. “You give him sanity, Brian. And I know all this because he has told me over and over again.” Vic said. “You are his world, Brian.” “He’s my world too, Vic.” Brian told him. “But I’m so scared. What if it doesn’t last? What if I hurt him, or he hurts me, or…” “Brian.” Vic said smiling. “Nothing is certain in life. But you can’t live with ‘what ifs’. They destroy your life. You have to take what you have in front of you and enjoy it until it ends.” Brian sniffed and swallowed hard. “You found love and that’s one of the hardest things ever. Now all you have to do is hold on. And I know that you and Justin can do it. You are going to make it.” Vic assured him. “It’s not going to be easy.” Brian told him. “Nothing good in life is.” Vic responded. “Now get moving.” Vic told him as he pulled back. “Where are we going?” Brian asked. “To go get Justin so you can tell him what an idiot you are.” Vic said smirking. Brian stared at the man for a while before he smiled and nodded. *** Craig smiled at Vic and Brian as they came inside. He shook Brian’s hand and then frowned. “What are you guys doing here?” Craig asked. “It’s your day off, Vic.” “Brian came to see Justin.” Vic said. “Oh. He is not here. Daphne came and they went out.” Craig said. “Do you know where?” Vic asked. Craig shook his head. “Okay, thank you.” Vic said. Brian and he turned around and left the house. “Call him.” Brian did, but Justin never answered. He wondered if Justin ever wanted to see him again. He treated him pretty badly and didn’t deserve to be forgiven. “Brian, stop over thinking things.” Vic told him when he saw Brian’s expression. Brian took a deep breath and gave Vic a little smile. *** “I need a drink.” Justin said, looking at Daphne. “Can we go to Woody’s?” Daphne bit her lower bit and nodded. They decided to walk from the diner to the bar. When they arrived, there were only a few customers. Justin had waited around the diner for a couple of hours but Brian never showed up and he was starting to think that he wouldn’t either. “Just one drink.” Daphne warned. “Right.” Justin told her with no intention of just drinking one. Half and hour later Daphne was pleading with Justin to stop drinking. “I know what I am doing.” Justin told her. “Hardly.” Daphne said, taking a deep breath. “Hey. Look who it is.” Jake said, smiling as he had his arm around Kevin’s waist. “Hey, guys.” Daphne said. “What you up to?” “A night out.” Jake said. “Justin, are you okay?” “Fucking dandy.” Justin spat out. “That’s why you try not to be kind to people.” Kevin said to Jake. “If you want to be nice and like by everyone just stay the fuck out of other people’s business.” Kevin told Jake smirking. “If Justin wants to mope around, let him.” “Shut up.” Jake said. “So what you guys doing?” “Getting drunk. Can’t you see?” Justin retorted. Kevin and Jake smiled at each other. “So, do you guys want to come to Babylon with us?” Jake asked. “I’ll pay for your drinks.” “Sure.” Justin said as he swallowed another shot of whisky before he got up. Daphne and Justin walked with Jake and Kevin to Babylon. As soon as they go there Justin headed straight for the bar. Kevin took out his cell phone and called his cousin. *** “Hey, Justin.” “What?” Justin asked, turning around. “Hey.” Ethan said. “Oh.” Justin said. “What are you doing here?” “I came with a couple of friends.” Ethan told him. “Do you want to dance?” “Not really.” Justin told him, signaling the bartender for another drink. The bartender shook his head and then pointed with his head toward Jake. Justin looked at Jake who waved at Justin and smirked. Justin shook his head and wondered if Brian would ever show up. “Fucking shit.” Justin grumbled. “What’s wrong?” Ethan asked. “Buy me a drink and I’ll dance with you.” Justin told him. Ethan smiled and nodded. After Justin had drunk his whisky, he got up to go dance with Ethan. He needed to keep drinking and was planning on just getting away from Jake, Kevin and Daphne who were watching him. “This is nice, isn’t it?” Ethan asked as he put his hands on Justin’s hips and pulled the blonde closer. Justin frowned and thought he was going to be sick. He pushed Ethan away and ran for the bathroom. He made it just in time. He emptied his stomach in the toilet and crumbled to the floor. “Justin, are you okay?” Ethan asked. “Leave me alone.” Justin told him, crying. “Hey, what’s wrong?” Ethan asked as he helped Justin to his feet. “Come on, let’s clean your face.” Justin walked to the sink and washed his face and rinsed his mouth. “Can I have a beer?” Justin asked. “I don’t know. You don’t look too good.” Ethan told him. “Forget it.” Justin said, turning around to walk away. “Okay, okay. Come on.” Ethan said, and they walked back to the bar. Ethan bought a beer for each of them and watched as Justin drank it like it was water. “So, what’s the problem?” Ethan asked. Justin looked at Ethan but started crying instead of telling him what’s wrong. Ethan got closer to him and put an arm around the blonde. *** Brian entered Babylon and scanned the place. He spotted Daphne and Kevin immediately. He walked up to them and wondered where Justin was. “Hey.” Jake said getting up from where he was sitting. “You got here fast.” Brian nodded. “Where is Justin?” Brian asked. The three of them looked at each other before looking back at Brian. “What?” Brian asked. “He’s in the bathroom.” Kevin asked. “With…Ethan.” Daphne said. “Oh, there they come.” Jake said, nodding towards Justin and Ethan. Brian watched from afar and was about to leave when Vic’s words came crashing in. He took a deep breath and started walking towards his blonde. “Justin, tell me what’s wrong?” Ethan asked, caressing the back of Justin’s neck. “Could you please remove your filthy, hideous, scrawny hands away from my boyfriend?” Brian asked, looking at Ethan. “Brian?” Justin said, turning around surprised. “What are you doing here?” Justin wanted to jump up and down with happiness. Brian had come and had called him his boyfriend. “I came to talk to you.” Brian told him. “About what?” Justin asked, sniffing. “Try to explain to me why you are leaving. I hate you.” Justin looked at Brian and saw his reaction. He was doing a good job. Brian flinched. He was going to make sure Brian understood that he had hurt him. “It’s better if you just leave.” Ethan said. “Do you want me to hurt you?” Brian asked, looking at Ethan. “Stay out of it.” “I am so pissed at you.” Justin said. “How could you do this to me? I gave you all I had.” “Justin.” Brian whispered. “And you just threw it back at my face.” Justin kept on ranting. “Justin.” Brian said as he pulled the blonde into his arms. “And I am just left with my broken heart.” Justin said, crying, not listening to Brian. “Could you stop all the drama and listen to me?” Brian asked as he pinched Justin’s butt. “Hey!!” Justin yelled. “I’m staying.” Justin looked at Brian for a long time. “Are you…sure?” Brian nodded. “Then what the fuck was that all about?” Justin asked, pissed. “I was stupid.” Brian told him. “Yeah, you were.” Justin told him. “And an idiot.” Brian nodded. “So dim-witted.” Justin complained. Brian licked his lips and nodded again. “So dense.” Justin told him. “And brainless.” Brian arched a brow. “So…ugh, slow.” Justin mumbled. Brian kept nodding at everything Justin said. “A fucking demented ass…” “Okay, Justin, that’s enough.” Brian said smirking. Justin smiled and hugged Brian to him. “Don’t ever do this to me or I will hire someone to kick your ass.” Justin told him. “I won’t, baby. I love you.” “Take us home.” Justin whispered. Brian smiled and pulled Justin with him. *** Once Brian had closed the door to the loft, he found himself being attacked by a blonde whirlwind. There were clothes thrown in every direction. Justin was kissing Brian everywhere and Brian was touching his baby all over. “Oh.” Justin moaned when Brian started to devour his neck. Brian picked Justin up by the hips and the blonde wrapped his legs around Brian’s waist. They smiled at each other and started to kiss each other with fury. Justin was moaning and writhing in Brian’s arms while Brian walked with his baby to the bedroom. “I love you, love you, love you, love you, you, you, you.” Justin repeated as he kissed Brian’s face all over. Brian smiled and put the blonde down on the bed. Justin quickly started kissing Brian’s chest and playing with his nipples. Brian moaned and his hands wrapped around Justin’s hair. He looked down at his baby, who was looking up. Brian couldn’t think of why he thought he could live without the blonde. “I love you.” Brian gasped. “I know.” Justin told him and licked a trial of saliva from Brian’s chest to his pubic hairs. Justin took Brian’s cock and started to stroke him while his mouth watered. He needed to taste his man at that moment. He sucked Brian’s cock head and tasted his boyfriend’s pre cum. “Baby.” Brian gasped. Justin smiled and started to take more of Brian’s long, thick penis into his mouth. He loved the feeling of Brian’s cock. He started moving his head up and down on Brian’s erection, each time taking more into his mouth until his nose could touch Brian’s hairs. “Fuck, baby, stop.” Brian moaned. “Come here.” Brian pulled Justin up and kissed him. He let his tongue breach Justin’s mouth and tasted himself in his baby. “Brian, fuck me.” Justin panted out. Brian quickly pushed Justin back in the bed. He reached for a condom and lube and put them next to him. He opened Justin’s legs and fell in making sure to rub his erection against Justin’s, painfully slow. “Please, please fuck me, Brian.” Justin moaned. Brian smiled and kissed Justin hard as he reached for the lube. He kept kissing him as he introduced a finger, and a second, and a third. He kept kissing Justin as he put a condom on and lubed himself. He kept kissing him as he took Justin’s legs and wrapped them around his waist. He kissed him hard and their tongues dueled and silenced Justin’s moans as he entered the blonde. “God.” Justin moaned. “Do you like that, baby?” Brian asked as he pushed in and rubbed Justin’s sweet spot. Justin was shaking. He was shaking just like the first time he had been with Brian. He was so happy and yet angry with everything that had happened. He gripped Brian’s cock inside him and threw his arms around Brian’s back to hold him close. “Brian.” Justin gasped. Brian licked Justin’s lips before he kissed him. He stuck his tongue inside of Justin and felt the blonde shaking. “You are so good.” Brian moaned and played with Justin’s nipples and bit the blonde’s neck. “Bri!” Justin yelled and scratched Brian’s back. Justin had his arms tightly wrapped around Brian’s neck and his mouth hanging just above Brian’s ear. He had his eyes closed and concentrated on not spilling his seed. “Brian.” Justin moaned. “Brian, Brian, Brian, Brian.” Justin kept repeating Brian’s name because he just couldn’t remember anything else. He couldn’t think of anything else to say as Brian made love to him. Brian groaned as he once again pushed inside Justin. His arms were under Justin’s sweaty back and his hands grabbed Justin’s shoulders, pulling the smaller man towards him. “Bri…oh, Brian…Brian.” Brian had his eyes closed, trying to ignore Justin’s moans. They were driving him crazy. “Do you want to come, baby?” Brian asked. Justin nodded and moaned when he felt Brian’s thrust getting harder. “Go ahead. Come for me, baby.” Justin closed his eyes and did. Justin trembled as he came hard and fast without him, or Brian touching him. He closed his eyes and smiled when he felt Brian rubbing his cum all over his chest. Brian still was moving inside of Justin, just with little jabs and much slower. “So good.” Brian said as he licked his fingers covered with Justin’s cum. Brian let Justin’s legs fall away from his waist as he pulled out of Justin and turned him face down. He entered his boyfriend again slowly. He could feel Justin’s walls tightening around him. Justin started clutching the sheets as Brian began fucking him again. “Brian.” Justin gasped out when he felt his cock coming to life yet again. “Baby.” Brian uttered above Justin’s ear and licked the blonde’s neck. Justin knew that he wasn’t going to be able to hold on to reality any longer. He knew he was going to pass out and lose all of his senses. Brian held on to Justin and knew he would never let go of the blonde. When Brian gripped Justin’s hips tightly, pushing hard into him, making sure he rubbed Justin’s prostate while at the same time he licked Justin’s neck before biting him, Justin lost it. He lost all senses and couldn’t be happier about it. He knew Brian would always be there when he returned from nirvana.
Thank u CuJo for helping me out. Without you I wouldn’t have been able to write this as good as it was. Hope all you guys enjoyed it. Should I do a sequel?