Brian walked with his arm around Justin's shoulders. He couldn't believe that Justin had come back to him. He still felt like beating the crap out of Ethan but not as much as before. Justin was with him and this time he wasn't going to let him get away. He knew he was in love with Justin even if he wasn't ready to say it out loud yet. He would have time. He had all the time in the world. "Brian!" "What are you..." Brian hit the ground hard and turned to look at why Justin had pushed him wishing he hadn't. He watched the black pick-up truck hitting Justin’s lithe body. He watched as Justin's body hit the ground. He watched as his life was thorn from him. *** Brian opened his eyes and took a deep breath when he found himself in the loft. Justin wasn't there. Justin had died one month ago and he still couldn't pull himself together. He rolled in bed to Justin's side and started to remember his little blond boy until the door to the loft opened. "Brian!" Brian closed his eyes again and hoped Michael would go away. "Wake up, Brian. You’re going to be late for work." Michael said. "I'm not going to work after what happened, Michael." Brian said. "What happened?" "You know what I am talking about. Justin," Brian said mad. "Who the hell is Justin? What the fuck are you talking about? God, Brian what the fuck did Anita sell you this time?" "What?" "Exactly my point, now go get a shower and get ready. You have to take me to work and I don't want to be late again." "Late, but you are..." Brian then realized that Michael was well dressed with tie and everything. He didn't know what to fucking think anymore. He went into the bathroom and took a cold shower. Maybe he would feel better. When he came back Michael was serving him guava juice and Brian noticed a few new things at his loft. More like a few old things he used to have before. "What the fuck is going on?" Brian asked. Michael looked up at him like he was crazy. "Brian, what's wrong with you?" "How did you get here, Michael?" Brian asked. "I drove the jeep. Last night you were so wasted that I had to bring you here and then drive myself home." "The jeep?" "Yeah, that would be your car. Do you remember your most prize possession?" Michael asked looking at Brian with a worried expression. "Not the 'vette?" "What?" "Never mind." Brian said rubbing the back of his head. "Brian, you are acting very weird." Michael said. "What about Ben?" "Who the hell is Ben?" Michael asked. "Are these some of your tricks? And how come you remember their names?" "No David either I guess." "Who? What? Brian, stop it. Just stop it." Michael said annoyed. "Right, okay let me get ready." Michael nodded. And hour later they were coming out of the building. Brian drove Michael to work and was stunned to say the least. He had taken Michael to his old job at the big Q. He didn't know what was happening anymore. When he got to his office he was surprise to see that Ryder was still his boss. He was going nuts. It had to be a dream. What else it could be, thought Brian. He looked around his office but there wasn't any sign of Justin. Nothing at all from the man he loved and had lost. Brian sat on his chair and cried. *** Brian asked for another beer and pushed away the empty bottle. He felt an arm around him and looked up to see Michael smiling at him. Brian in the other hand only saw Emmett with his pink top and tangerine leather pants and Brian could have cried with happiness. "It hasn't happen yet." Brian gasped out. "What hasn't?" Ted asked. "Oh Emmett." Brian said hugging him. ‘He's gone nuts’ mouthed Emmett to the others that just stood there shaken by Brian's behavior. "I owe you one. I wouldn't have know because of everyone dresses the same all the time. You, Emmett you look fabulous." "Thanks, I think." Emmett said. "I have to go. No wait, I'll go when you guys are ready to leave. Wait, ten minutes after that at least. Yeah, yeah," "He's been acting like this all day." Michael said to Ted. "You know what? I think I was dancing with that guy." Brian said. "What guy?" Michael asked but Brian was already gone. "There you go, honey, he is back." Emmett said laughing with Ted. Brian danced with the trick and then another and another until he was sure he had the right one. By then Michael and the guys wanted to leave and he was sure that things were going on perfectly his way. He took the trick and pulled him to the backroom. Brian smiled when Michael found him and told them they wanted to go. Brian told him it would only take a couple of minutes and afterwards left, not out of boredom this time. This time he was too excited. He was going to have Justin in a couple of minutes. He was going to get to kiss him and love him little by little until he was ready to say it. When he got there the guys were waiting for him. He walked to the jeep threw his coat in the jeep and waited for Justin. But the thing was that Justin never showed up. Brian was seriously starting to think that he was going crazy and that Michael was right. "Can we please go?" Michael asked. "Yeah, I have to work tomorrow." Emmett said. Michael's phone started ringing. When he hung up he was smiling from ear to ear and looking at Brian. Brian knew it had to do with his son being born. "My son is being born." Michael said. Brian looked at him like he was crazy. This couldn't be happening. "What?" "Melanie is about to have the baby we have to go." "Oh shit, I will follow you guys to the hospital." Ted said. Brian got in the jeep and drove Michael to the hospital. They went inside and saw the little girl and looked at Lindsey that was smiling non-stop. They were the ones that were supposed to be having a baby not Melanie and Michael. "Take a picture of us." Michael said. The picture was taken. Brian turned around and left. He didn't know what had happened to his world. His life had been perfect and now he couldn't have it back. He could feel his tears rolling down his face but kept on walking until he reached the parking lot. "Hey, the world is really big, but at the same time so little." The old lady said and kept on walking. Brian looked at her for a while but didn't think anything of what she was saying. It didn't make sense at all. Brian got in the jeep and drove to the loft. First thing in the morning he was going to find Justin. He had to be somewhere and he was going to bring back his blond.