When Brian unlocked the loft door and slid it aside, Justin was nearly overwhelmed by the sudden sense of belonging. He truly was home. This is where he belonged. He knew that now. He smiled and rushed through the door dropping his bag as he went. He stood silently in the center of the room for several moments. He had been convinced that he would never be here again. Never be welcome here. He smiled wider even as tears welled in his eyes. He really was home. He wiped at his eyes with his sleeve before rushing back into Brian's arms. Brian held Justin tightly breathing in the unique scent of the younger man intoxicated by it all over again. Brian was sure that nothing had ever smelled so sweet. He pulled back and looked deeply into Justin's eyes before devouring his mouth once more. "Justin." Brian said when the kiss ended pressing his forehead to Justin's. "Mmhmm." "About our rules -.” Justin's heart sank at the mention of the dumb ass rules he and Brian had set up so long ago. "Yes." Justin managed around the lump in his throat. "Fuck'em." "What?" "I said, fuck'em." Justin couldn’t hide his shock. "I can't, no, I won't share you. Not anymore." "Do I?" "Do you what?" "Do I share?" Brian cupped Justin's face pressing a soft kiss to the teen's lips. "No way, Baby. Never again." Justin's sunshine smile burst out from behind his cloud of doubt. He threw his arms around Brian's neck and showered his face with kisses muttering 'I love you' between each kiss. Brian chuckled softly before pulling Justin back so as to look in the teen's eyes. "I love you, too, Baby." The tears that had been threatening slipped unnoticed down Justin's cheeks as he buried his face in Brian's chest. "I never thought I'd ever hear you say that." Justin mumbled against Brian's shirt. "I always hoped you would, but I never - " Brian silenced Justin with a thorough, passion-filled kiss. Justin was startled at first, but then melted into the kiss. When Brian lifted the teen up, Justin obediently wrapped his legs around his lover’s waist. Brian carried Justin to the bedroom gently laying him onto the bed. Brian was taken aback by the beauty of Justin as the younger man lay wantonly in the middle of the bed. Brian covered Justin's body with his own and Justin began to grind his denim-clad erection against Brian's equally hard cock. Brian's eyes fluttered closed and his mouth formed an 'O' as he moaned. "Oh God." Brian hissed. "We have way too many clothes on." Brian moved his hand down Justin's body lifting the tail of his shirt and pulling it up and over his head. He then lifted off his own shirt and tossed it next to Justin's. Justin couldn't resist running his hands over Brian's chest before playfully tweaking each nipple earning him a growl. Justin chuckled when Brian swatted his hands away. "Brat." Brian admonished with a grin. Brian then moved lower licking and nipping at Justin's skin settling on the teen's nipples alternately licking then biting them watching the tiny buds harden. Brian cocked an eyebrow up at Justin then began to unbutton his lover's pants. One button at a time. Slowly. Licking the exposed skin as it appeared. Justin's hips bucked up trying to increase the contact. Trying to hurry Brian down to the part of his body that so wanted, needed, the other man's attention. Brian looked up into Justin's eyes then placed his hands on the teen's hips holding him down. Justin's eyes closed and he gritted his teeth. When Brian finally had all the buttons loosened, he slowly slid the pants along with the underwear down Justin's legs. Brian then allowed Justin to lift his hips so as to remove the pants all together. He dropped them to the floor before turning and covering Justin's body with his own once again. Justin wrapped his legs around Brian waist grinding their crotches together. The feel of Brian's jeans against his skin caused Justin to cry out. He nearly came just from the sensation. Brian kissed down Justin's throat to where his neck met his shoulder. He licked the area earning him a deep groan from the writhing young man beneath him. Brian loved that sound. He then bit down, sucking at that spot, marking it, making it his own. Making Justin his own. Justin cried out in a mixture of surprise, pain, and arousal. "Oh God!" Justin gasped. "Fuck me Brian. Now. Please." Brian ignored the teen at first continuing to suck on the mark he'd made on the teen's shoulder. "Going - to - come. Want - you - inside. Please." Brian soothed the mark on Justin shoulder with a gentle lick before finally pulling away from the teen. He lifted up off the bed and unfastened his pants. He slowly pushed them down over his hips and down his legs. Justin was beside himself with lust. The very sight of Brian's nude body causing him to lick his lips in anticipation. Once completely naked Brian crawled back onto the bed lifting Justin's legs onto his shoulder. Justin bit his bottom lip. The look on Brian's face was amazing -lust, love, and something primal, something animal. Justin saw the predator behind the man and shivered. Brian reached for the lube and a condom on the bedside table. He squeezed out some of the lube then slid his hand in between Justin's ass cheeks. Justin's eyes widened as Brian pressed a finger into his hole. Brian moved his finger in and out slowly preparing Justin. Brian then opened the condom package with his teeth handing it to Justin. "Put it on me." Brian said softly. Justin quickly took the condom and slipped onto Brian's erection. Brian wiped the lube from his hands onto his erection then positioned himself at Justin's entrance. "Ready?" Brian asked. Justin nodded unable to form coherent sentences at this point. Brian pressed himself into Justin. He paused when he was all the way inside savoring the tightness and heat. Breathing heavily Brian began to thrust into Justin keeping his stokes slow and easy. It would have been easy to pound into the man under him, but not now. Not this time. Brian wanted to savor all that he had been missing. He wanted to brand the memory of this feeling onto his very soul. On their fist night together, Brian had told Justin that he wanted Justin to always remember it so that no matter who the younger man was with, Brian would always be there. He realized now that it had worked both ways. And now, Justin was all that Brian wanted; needed. His need for release soon went beyond his ability to control. He thrust harder into Justin his teeth clenched as they raced toward climax. Justin cried out as he exploded all over his and Brian's chest. The contracting of Justin's anal muscles around Brian's cock pushed him over the edge as well. He literally howled as he emptied himself deep inside Justin. Completely spent, Brian collapsed onto Justin's chest only thinking at the last moment not to crush the teen. Justin squeezed Brian to him, his arms and legs wrapped tightly around his lover. "Oh my God." Justin breathed. "That was . . . unbelievable." Brian lifted up off the teen just enough to remove the condom from his now softening erection. He tied a knot in it and dropped to the side of the bed. "You are unbelievable." Brian corrected. "God." Brian rolled to the side pulling Justin with him. He spooned in behind his young lover draping his arm over Justin's waist. Brian's eyes were already getting heavy. Justin turned placing a gentle kiss on Brian's lips. "Love you." He said. "Love you, too." Brian said as they settled down together on the bed. Just before sleep took him, Brian had a vision of the two of them in the same bed many years in the future. He saw them still together and still in love. He smiled before falling into the first decent sleep he'd had since Justin had walked away from him. The end.