Justin’s POV The day of my release Brian picked me up. Of course. I expected this. I was surprised though when he entered my room with a big teddy bear in his hand. The bear wore a short of the Brazilian National soccer team. Damn, somehow he must have found out that this was my favorite team. So this gesture was kind of cute. And this was the scaring thing. Brian didn’t do cute! He was acting so out of character lately that I knew something was up! He was fucking with my mind, so that he later could fuck my ass! But I would make sure that his plan won’t work out. I would not fall under his spell! I was stronger than that! (I hoped!). “Hey, this is for you!” He smiled sweetly at me and pressed the bear into my arms. Then he kissed my cheek. “I’m so happy that you can go out of here today.” My stomach was making these stupid flip-flops again. I really couldn’t stand this feeling because I couldn’t control it. And what I couldn’t control made me weak. I wish Brian would act like an asshole again. Then it would be easier to hate him! “Yeah, and if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t even be here!” I tried to make him angry, but he didn’t stop smiling at me. Fucker! “I know. But I will make it up to you again. It was just a freaking accident. I didn’t mean to hurt you, believe me.” With these words he dared to kiss my lips softly. It was only a little peck, hardly to feel, still it was enough to burn me up inside. Shit! I was mad with myself and my lack of self-control. Why was my body always reacting so crazily when he was touching me? It was almost as if I was in lust with him or something. Damn, I really didn’t need this! In my rage I threw the bear to the floor. “I don’t want your fucking gift!” Brian’s POV I had a hard time to swallow down my disappointment. Justin didn’t react the way I had hoped. I thought he would be happier about my gift. Apparently it would become a lot more difficult to win his heart. “Hey, it’s not the little bear’s fault!” I picked it up from the floor again. “Look, he is so cute.” I offered the stuffed animal to Justin. “And he wants to be in your arms!” I put on my doglike look that nobody could resist. And I shouted with joy inside when I saw in Justin’s face that he was about to give in. “You are a strange guy.” He said to me, but took the bear anyway. “Well, the cab is waiting. Let’s go…” I almost had said “home”. See, how confuse these new feelings for Justin made me. “I can go alone. I don’t need your escort!” He hissed at me, his eyes were blazing furiously. “Hey Jus, I know we didn’t get along very well, but don’t you think it’s time to end our quarrel? Let’s be friends.” I held out my hand to him, but he only starred dumbly at it. “Friends? Do you really think we could be friends? After all what you have done to me? Hell, you almost killed me! And I don’t want to be friends with my killer!” “God Justin, don’t exaggerate. I didn’t want to kill you. I just forgot about your asthma. So let’s forget what had been before and start all over again.” I knew it was a weak solution for everything, but I should grant me a patent for my doglike look. Justin had no weapon against it. I could see him fighting against himself inside, but he was losing this battle. “Okay, let’s try it.” He finally sighed. “But if you ever hurt me again you will regret it!” “Deal!” I smiled and could finally take him into my arms. First he was a bit hesitantly, but then he squeezed me tightly. I put my chin onto his head and smelled his hair. Yeah, I could stand there forever. Justin’s POV In the next couple of days we had a lot of fun. Brian could be really nice if he wanted to be. It was touching how he took care of me. I have never seen him from this side before. He even went to several museums with me. And I knew that it must have been hard for him because art was usually boring him like crazy. And then one evening he invited me into a noble restaurant. He insisted that it wasn’t a date, he just wanted to try out the Finnish cuisine and didn’t want to eat alone. But the waiter smiled secretly at us and put a candle at the table. The light was subdued and they played some romantic music. Brian claimed he hadn’t known that they would treat us that way. Although I didn’t believe him a word, I didn’t say anything. I was secretly pleased. I knew he wanted to woo me without admitting it. After we ate a delicious savulohi (cured salmon) and drank some glasses of sideri (apple wine) we wanted to walk back to our holiday house on the beach. It was a pretty long way. It would take us almost an hour, but the night was clear and the wind wasn’t too cold yet. Besides the wine kept us warm inside. There was even a small lighted track to the beach. So the walk was pleasant after all. After a while Brian suddenly took my hand. I looked astonished at him and saw his lips twitching, so as if he tried not to grin. He knew he had shocked me with this romantic gesture because now we were walking like a real couple hand in hand. This thought gave me a fuzzy feeling inside. And the slow stroking of his thumb went straight to my groin. A low groan escaped my mouth. “What’s wrong?” He stopped abruptly and smiled smugly at me. “Are you horny?” I could only nod in response. My throat was suddenly very dry. “Me too.” He whispered into my ear and began to massage my hard on through my pants. For a moment I abandoned myself to the wonderful feeling he created. But then I had to push away his teasing hands. “Brian, stop! I don’t want to come into my pants. Let’s wait till we are back in the house, then you can have your way with me the entire night.” I bit on my lips. Holy shit, I couldn’t believe what I had offered to Brian. But it was true. So many things had changed in the last days. Now I would give Brian the permission to fuck my ass till sunrise. “There is only one little problem.” Brian whispered, his lips only inches away from my mouth. “What?” I whispered back. As an answer he kissed me. When I was really getting into it, he suddenly broke the kiss again and gave me an insecure look. “I have forgotten where our holiday house is. Do you remember the way?" "No." I shook my head. "Then I fear we got lost.”