Sorry that I'm so slow at updating. =( --------------------------------------------- Justin’s POV Brian’s voice was loud and despaired. “Come back to me!!” He screamed. I tried to ignore it. But then I looked into his eyes and was shocked to see tears in them. Somehow I couldn’t endure to see Brian crying. It was tearing my heart apart. But the worst thing was the realization that the reason of his sadness was me. That’s why I finally decided to go back to him. He smiled to me and took my hand. When I felt his strong fingers touching mine I knew that I had made the right decision. Together we went down. The old man disappeared and also my wings suddenly fell off. We came closer to earth till all of a sudden a big cloud swallowed us. A vehement whirlwind was spinning me around and separated me from Brian. Instead I heard other voices, unknown ones. Brian’s POV “Thanks god, that was narrow.” Dr. Morrison, an American physician who worked in Helsinki, breathed a sigh of relief. “I didn’t believe anymore that we could make his heart beating again and bring him back to life. He was practically dead already. It’s a miracle.” “I think we have to thank you, Brian.” The doctor said to me. “He had heard your voice. You must love him very much.” I starred down at my feet and practically felt like my face turned red. It was true what Dr. Morrison assumed, but I just had admitted to myself that I was in love with Justin, I wasn’t ready yet to admit to other people. It still felt like a crime that I, the biggest stud in Pittsburgh (or the entire USA?) was in love, that I could be an one-man-guy. I knew that Justin wouldn’t accept anything else and I was a bit scared of this. But I was even more scared of not having him in my life anymore. “Don’t worry, your secret is safe with me.” The doctor laughed and I had to smile too. Thanks god Justin would be healthy again! Justin’s POV I opened my eyes and saw some strange people smiling at me. They were all dressed in white. It took me a while to recognize that they were doctors. But what did I do here? I just remembered that I had the weirdest dream possible. I dreamt that I was dead and met God. God wanted to keep me as his angel in heaven. Me and an angel? I had to snicker about this thought. “Welcome back, young man. What’s so funny?” The nice looking doctor asked me. “Why am I in the hospital?” I said instead of answering him. “You had an asthma attack. Your heart stopped beating and we almost had lost you. But thanks to that young man we could bring you back.” The doctor nodded his head to the right where Brian was standing. My favorite enemy had red eyes as if he had been crying. I had almost laughed again. Why should Brian cry for me? I was still confused about the doctor’s words though. Brian saved my life? But hey, HE was responsible that I almost died in the first place. He probably just didn’t want to go to jail. Brian came closer and tried to grab my hand, but I pulled it back. “Don’t touch me!” I hissed and Brian starred at me as if I had slapped him into the face. I felt almost sorry for him. Almost. But what he had done to me I couldn’t forgive him so easily. I still had to stay in the hospital for a week. It was kind of strange that Brian was here every day. He was actually pretty sweet to me. He even brought me flowers and something to eat from time to time. I was suspicious of him. First I thought he only wanted to unburden his bad conscience, but then it seemed as if he wanted to charm me. And I didn’t like that at all. When he looked at me with big puppy dog eyes, I got that strange feeling in my stomach and my heart was beating like crazy. Damn, if he didn’t stop that stupid game I would fall for him. I knew that Brian wasn’t serious and honest with me. He just tried to get into my pants. But no Mister! I swore to myself. I was stronger than that. I wouldn’t fall for his trick. I just had to find a way to get rid of him. Then my heart would be safe.