Unbetad don't kill me!!!! If its unreadable tell me ok.
Et je saigne encore, je souris à la mort Tout ce rouge sur mon corps Je te blesse dans un dernier effort Kyo- Je saigne encore
The ringing has stopped and now you breathe again. You check your phone and there is no message on your voicemail. You are such a chickenshit. You wait all night long for that call and when it comes you are afraid. You don’t know what to say to him. You don’t know how to talk to him without pleading him to come back. To say it was a mistake. But instead of saying that you never spoke at all. You just let the phone ring. What now? You pick up your cell phone and you go to the couch. Letting out a huge sigh you let yourself fall into it. Putting your feet onto the table you lean your head back at the same moment, thinking about what the hell you are doing right now. Is this the way its going to be from now on? Ignoring him because you are afraid of your words. Afraid to say something that shows the real you. Now we can go on forever about this subject. You count up the facts, which is he is gone, you are miserable without him and you want him back… for your own good off course. Now that wasn’t that hard was it? So Kinney stop telling yourself that and talk to Justin let him know. Getting tired of this shit you get up and change into some decent but hot clothes. Putting on the jeans and the red shirt, you get yourself ready and walk out the front door. The thing you don’t know and will regret later is that you left your cell phone on the couch. Kinney, you are about to receive a very important phone call… come back!