A/N: I write this story with a dear friend Rachele she comes up with the ideas, i write it. Works well that way.
"Brian, come on, we’re already late; this isn’t funny anymore. They’re waiting for us,” Justin said with a temper.
"Fucking hold on, it’s not easy to look this good, you know!” Brian called from the hallway bathroom.
Five minutes later Brian was coming down the stairs in a seductive kind of way.
”Ok, I am ready to go out and play with the big boys!” Brian laughed as he put on his jacket.
"Stop fucking around and get in the car!!! Emmett told us to be at Babylon at 9 and it’s already 9.10.” Justin was definitly not pleased with Brian’s attitude.
"Hey, what’s eating your ass today? Didn’t get laid yesterday?”
"Do you care?” Justin was losing it.
Every night was the same routine. Arguing with Brian about what they did and with whom. He thought Brian didn’t care, well truth be said Brian actually didn’t care. Brian is who he is and he will never change. Brian fucks who he wants to fuck and that’s it! It’s not like they are in a relationship. No regrets! Brian’s motto for live. Hell no, no lover for Brian he doesn’t do love. Justin on the other hand was craving for love, not necessary from Brian, but from someone who loved him as much as Justin wanted to. Justin was saving himself for that man who would love him. He hadn’t told Brian he is a virgin and he isn’t planning to tell him. Let Brian think what he wants to think.
“I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t” Brain snapped Justin out of his thoughts with that statement. “Nothing is bothering me” Justin said his temper now in check. Once they were in Justin’s car, they made their way to Babylon in silence.
One Hour Later At Babylon
Justin, Emmett, and Michael were at the bar sipping their beers and gossiping, while Brian was off in the backroom giving some trick the fuck of a lifetime. Michael was just about to ask where he was when he made his way over.
“I think I should give a show in our school on how to give good head” he said taking a sip of Justin’s beer.
“Who the hell would take that class…and get your own drink” Justin said grabbing his beer and finishing it off.
”Justin? This is not normal anymore, what’s wrong with you?”
”You want to know what’s wrong, Brian? You really want to know? Well, I am sick of it! I am getting sick of you and your tricks! I am beginning to wonder if there is even a heart in there! You play them like a set of puppets. And let them drop like a stone, I wonder if one of these days you will do the same with your friends and with me, which I fear the most. If I even can call you my best friend” Justin said while he was showing a hint of water in his eyes. He had to scream because of the music, but Brian didn’t hear the music only Justin screaming at him.
Brian didn’t know what hit him. Was Justin serious about this? He never talks about this kind of stuff with anyone, not even with Justin, No Feelings! Was this how Justin was like in one of his drama queen moments? Brian was looking at Justin with an ice cold look.
Emmett and Michael stood there not knowing what to do.
”Cough! Alrighty then, Michael, do we feel like dancing?” Emmett tried with a pull on Michael’s arm.
”Look I don’t see what your problem is. You know me, I don’t have to explain myself to you. I never had to in these 17 years. So just deal with it and deal with me!”
”Briaaan, you just don’t understand what I want from…from…” Justin tripped over his words that became slowly a whisper.
”From who?”
”From you, asshole!”
Brian, high on booze and other stuff didn’t need this shit!
” I don’t need this shit, just leave me alone for awhile.” With those words Brian headed to the backroom again!
”Whatever, I am going home, I am sick of our little game.” Justin said this more to himself then to Brian.
Emmett, standing in the corner looking if the coast was clear, came up to Justin. ”Didn’t he come with you in your car? How is he going to get home?”
”I don’t care. He knows the way to get to his house; it’s just next to mine. He’s been there, he knows the deal: Walk!!” Justin spat on very sarcastically.
Brian’s POV
This isn’t good. Did he just tell me that he loves me? No wait, I must be high or something. Fuck!!! Every time we talk about sex he shuts down. He never wants to tell me about it. I always tell him about my fucking. Yeah, I know it’s my way of showing off to everyone and to him. It’s who I am, I like to fuck. He knows me …what does he want from me…love?
Right there at that moment of questioning, Brian figured it out!!
Oh, shit! He is jealous… Of course, why didn’t I see this coming? He wants me to fuck him, but he is scared I’ll hurt him. I can’t believe Justin is a virgin, still I feel relieved. I am not as heartless as everybody says I am, I am capable to like someone. Fuck, this is to much for me to handle. Whatever, this trick better know how to give head.
In Emmett’s car.
”Thanks for giving me a ride, Em! I really don’t want to walk home.” Brian said looking out the window.
”No biggie stud, that’s what friends are for, right?”
”Yeah, I know.”
They drove for 5 minutes in silence, which Emmett couldn’t handle, so he decided to break the ice.
”Penny for your thoughts!?”
”Huh? Oh well, don’t tell anyone, but for the first time in our lives I can’t figure Justin out. He’s acting like spoiled brat. Do you know what’s going on? I mean, you two are just like schoolgirls. When you are alone you talk to him about stuff, right?” Brian was the one now who wanted to know everything.
”Well as Justin said, you really want to know?” One eyebrow of Emmett practically hit the ceiling.
”For God’s sake, yeah fucking get it out already!” Brian was not calm anymore, he was getting angry and he needed some answers now!!!
”Ok ok, hold your horses honey! Well… it’s obvious what’s bothering him, he is in love with you.”
”Fuck, I thought it would be something like that” Brian said.
”Yeah well, start thinking about what you’re gonna do to that boy and don’t you dare break his heart! He wants you and no one else..., he hasn’t told anyone but me, but how can you not see it? He gets jealous of your tricks, doesn't talk to or go after any other guys. I am telling you Brian, he is head over heals for you!” Emmett was hoping Justin would not be angry at him for telling Brian, but one way or another he had the right to know.
”Don’t you think this is crazy? I mean we’re best friends, we’re like family for God’s sake.”
”Open your eyes, Brian, I know you had a feeling about this, but as always you block it out! He’s waiting for you Brian. And hello…have you seen how he looks at you? It’s not in a friends kind of way anymore.” Emmett said, realizing he said way too much.
Brian was in deep thoughts, when they arrived at his house. He saw the lights in Justin’s room. He didn’t know, if it was the booze or the feelings, but instead of going to his own door, he decided to climb up the ladder to Justin’s room.
When Brian climbs up the ladder, he knows what he wants tonight and he knows Justin is willing to give it to him. Silently he walks in the room, seeing Justin sleeping with his sketchbook in his hands. He softly picks it up and stares in his own cold eyes that he gave Justin tonight, when they were fighting. He turns off the light and slowly walks over to Justin bed; when he sees Justin sleeping, his heart goes faster cuz he’s looking at an angel. He climbs in the bed and places a soft kiss on his forehead. When Justin wakes up, he stares in hazel green eyes filled with lust and passion. Justin knows what’s going to happen next, he wanted to give everything to Brian and right now, his heart was the thing he wanted to share.
When Brian puts a passionate kiss on Justin’s cherry lips, Justin is breathless. Brian starts to undress Justin. Justin is scared shitless and with his heartbeat going faster, he felt like he was on cloud nine. Yes, he is more than willing to give himself to Brian.
Swollen lips from all this kissing, Justin looks up in Brian’s eyes taking some time to breathe.
He whispers with a blush “ Bri ,I never done this before.”
”Don’t worry Sunshine, I will be careful I don’t want to hurt you ,never.”
With those convincing words, Brian took his time to take Justin to heaven, to make love with him with care.