Today was a day just like any other day... I just I sat on my bed and just looked at the wall. I'm not sure when this happened but I relize that I am actually missing something no..wait someone. The blonde. He has been gone for a little over 3 months and yeah he came home for Thanksgiving but it just isn't the same. I mean, he used to be everywhere I would go and now he is no where to be seen. I have to sometimes remind myself that he is in New York. Everyone is always talking about how proud of him they are and of course I am proud of him but I don't voice only to him. It will always be him. Today was a day like anyother day except today Justin Came back into my world and I will never let go.